The answer
Waves of forgiveness part II
This evening I read your sorrowful note
They quietly told me it was quite painful
They certainly thought I would not cope
Yet I managed to look dolefully disdainful
So I softly sighed with my nerves on the rope
Until your last minute, you stayed unfaithful
Your desperate exit felt like a cunning curse
Your methods were always dense and distasteful
Yet I cannot afford to wallow despondently in woe
You would rejoice to see me regretful and blameful
Your fist was my most deranged and dangerous foe
My hands tremble, but I can still look a bit graceful
Your ghost shall visit, so I must remain well and wakeful
Within the shadows, I must be careful with what I grope
You may appear insidiously calm just to call me ungrateful
I shall never step on your grim grave to leave you a single rose
For years I have lived with memories too sordid and shameful
I ought to forget I was the one who forced our hearts to elope
I shall empty my soul and save in my core what was meaningful
Death has a tendency to break all ties, but it cannot erase love
My darling dark demon whom I daringly donated my devotion
I hope you had enough time to fight hurriedly, but defenseless
My naughtiest nightmare you shall rest in the unforgiving ocean
I always knew your last crime would be heinously purposeless
My bittersweet company I shall say farewell without emotion
I hope the heartless rocks rendered you breathless and helpless
They may think I am in shock or just going through the motions
Yet I am serenely composed bathing in my bleak mercilessness
Now those redeeming waves have carried you home
No matter how much longer I swim, I shall now be alone
In this dreadful desert of absence, I must aimlessly roam
While you become one with the infinite seas and the foam
Dearest, do not wait for another fruitless life
To find my next reincarnation or to feel alive
I may be the one person you will not recognize
I may never be allowed to born again nor swiftly shine
You should have never ran away from the sunrise
Now I wonder if I would be able to restore and ignite
The livid light you quickly put out in a reckless sacrifice
I cannot grant you an honest redemption in disguise
You missed a beautiful chance to see another night
The very moon I watch now is too peaceful to describe
This one could heal your spirit and compel you to survive
If you can still see, hear and move, come meet me outside
If you suddenly smell my familiar fear, do not flee nor hide
If your new form is unreachable, let the stars be my guide
I solemnly invite our mutual feelings to blossom and align
Your mistakes, offenses and sins, I shall put them all aside
Let the past dimly drown and our instant present collide
Now show me every single scar you carelessly left inside
Let’s throw away the hours that are not worth while
And just let me know if I can rescue you with one smile.
This evening I read your sorrowful note
They quietly told me it was quite painful
They certainly thought I would not cope
Yet I managed to look dolefully disdainful
So I softly sighed with my nerves on the rope
Until your last minute, you stayed unfaithful
Your desperate exit felt like a cunning curse
Your methods were always dense and distasteful
Yet I cannot afford to wallow despondently in woe
You would rejoice to see me regretful and blameful
Your fist was my most deranged and dangerous foe
My hands tremble, but I can still look a bit graceful
Your ghost shall visit, so I must remain well and wakeful
Within the shadows, I must be careful with what I grope
You may appear insidiously calm just to call me ungrateful
I shall never step on your grim grave to leave you a single rose
For years I have lived with memories too sordid and shameful
I ought to forget I was the one who forced our hearts to elope
I shall empty my soul and save in my core what was meaningful
Death has a tendency to break all ties, but it cannot erase love
My darling dark demon whom I daringly donated my devotion
I hope you had enough time to fight hurriedly, but defenseless
My naughtiest nightmare you shall rest in the unforgiving ocean
I always knew your last crime would be heinously purposeless
My bittersweet company I shall say farewell without emotion
I hope the heartless rocks rendered you breathless and helpless
They may think I am in shock or just going through the motions
Yet I am serenely composed bathing in my bleak mercilessness
Now those redeeming waves have carried you home
No matter how much longer I swim, I shall now be alone
In this dreadful desert of absence, I must aimlessly roam
While you become one with the infinite seas and the foam
Dearest, do not wait for another fruitless life
To find my next reincarnation or to feel alive
I may be the one person you will not recognize
I may never be allowed to born again nor swiftly shine
You should have never ran away from the sunrise
Now I wonder if I would be able to restore and ignite
The livid light you quickly put out in a reckless sacrifice
I cannot grant you an honest redemption in disguise
You missed a beautiful chance to see another night
The very moon I watch now is too peaceful to describe
This one could heal your spirit and compel you to survive
If you can still see, hear and move, come meet me outside
If you suddenly smell my familiar fear, do not flee nor hide
If your new form is unreachable, let the stars be my guide
I solemnly invite our mutual feelings to blossom and align
Your mistakes, offenses and sins, I shall put them all aside
Let the past dimly drown and our instant present collide
Now show me every single scar you carelessly left inside
Let’s throw away the hours that are not worth while
And just let me know if I can rescue you with one smile.