benanna is a constant. : )
~she loves me, in the time and place that i am~
this is what i want. i know im not 'perfect' yet. but no one is. and i now see, already, that i was being asked to be 'more' than i am. and i am enough. i AM. i am. and i know that. and i will not be less than what i am to be with someone else. i will not contain myself. i refuse to.
i love dave. so much. so much good. so much love. so much support. and yet it was not working.
i am also sort of relieved. because now i dont have to try anymore.
i am as i am. and it will be ok.
this is what i want. i know im not 'perfect' yet. but no one is. and i now see, already, that i was being asked to be 'more' than i am. and i am enough. i AM. i am. and i know that. and i will not be less than what i am to be with someone else. i will not contain myself. i refuse to.
i love dave. so much. so much good. so much love. so much support. and yet it was not working.
i am also sort of relieved. because now i dont have to try anymore.
i am as i am. and it will be ok.