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i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.
i just wish you hadn't cut me out so much. so much. it is so hard not having any contact with you. to have the realisation sink in over and over again that im not going to be with you again. that we have broken up. that i am going to love you for a long time and i may love you and never see you again, and never touch you again and never come home to you and you may be coming home to someone else. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. why did i have to even meet you if it was going to be like this. why couldnt it have worked out.
i would have been better. if you'd just been able to hold on. dammit.
i just wish you hadn't cut me out so much. so much. it is so hard not having any contact with you. to have the realisation sink in over and over again that im not going to be with you again. that we have broken up. that i am going to love you for a long time and i may love you and never see you again, and never touch you again and never come home to you and you may be coming home to someone else. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. why did i have to even meet you if it was going to be like this. why couldnt it have worked out.
i would have been better. if you'd just been able to hold on. dammit.