I love conversations
I don't know how to explain so everyone can understand. I'll do my best. When Jacob and I first started dating we talked A LOT about...I guess about more meaningful things. Not like a "how was your day" but more like "What means the most to you" kinda of thing. I guess after we ran out of "meaningful" things to say we changed to the "How was your day." Now, Jacob and I don't have many in depth conversations unless it's an argument or I'm outraged with other family problems. Tonight Jacob and I talked for about two hours about a certain subject. (I won't elaborate on what it was about b/c it's a real sad subject.) It meant the world to me b/c Jacob hasn't opened up in such a long time. It felt SO GOOD to hear what he had to say. The words just came out and it felt so good for him to share with me about something that meaningful to him. I don't think he really knew he felt so strong about this. Anyway..I'm sure no one reading this will understand. It just felt so good for him to open up about something...heh. He's not usually an open person much anymore. -sigh- I need more of that. :)