twas great to be home
well i had a good time at home, met alot of new family. Got to see most of my friends, and of coarse got to do some good karate.
got to see my dads new house, i really like it, but its just not home. I think the saddest thing was seeing the farm stripped down like that, that is the house i lived in for 18 years, all of my memories from my entire life were in that house. Mabey its for the best, its not like i had a great childhood anyway. So now i am completly without a sense of home, ive just got a place i keep my shit. i am kind of scared that it will stay that way for a while. but i have moved on rom the delusions of certainty that i once had. Nothing in life is certain, no plan is full proof, everything is subject to change.
aside from all of that it was nice to see everyone for what i fear will be the last time for a long while.
got to see my dads new house, i really like it, but its just not home. I think the saddest thing was seeing the farm stripped down like that, that is the house i lived in for 18 years, all of my memories from my entire life were in that house. Mabey its for the best, its not like i had a great childhood anyway. So now i am completly without a sense of home, ive just got a place i keep my shit. i am kind of scared that it will stay that way for a while. but i have moved on rom the delusions of certainty that i once had. Nothing in life is certain, no plan is full proof, everything is subject to change.
aside from all of that it was nice to see everyone for what i fear will be the last time for a long while.