i just dont give a fuck right now
ok.. last night i went to work..
today i woke up and went to walmart to hang out with chasidy and help her get rid of kittens.
then i went to work..
it was alright.
everyone talkin about sex.
im not gettin any so i dont want to hear about it.
some black girl pulled out her boob.
so i left work.
went to walmart,ekards,target, and cvs to get my pictures developed and guess what? none of them fuckin work.
im so fuckin pissed off.
im tired of people. they fucking piss me off.. i have a lot on my mind. i dont mean to have a bad attitude today but i cant help it. i just want to cuss everyone out. so im just gonna sit in my room by myself.
i want someone i can talk to. i cant wait until i can just leave when i want to. and hang out when i want to. im so tired of being in this house 24-7.i have court tomorrow. im not ready for it.
my belly botton is hurting.
i need sleep but i cant sleep.
im not hungry.
i have to go to the doctor tomorrow.
i pissed nick off.. i didnt mean to. but whatever. i still want to go campin and shit but i dont know if i should. i dont want to cause drama and shit. im afraid if i go there will be some tension.
im really confused about relationship shit. i havent found someone i would like to date.. i havent found that person that i can see myself dating. i dont know what i want. i dont think i want a long term relationship but i would like to date. i hear stories that eveyone tells and i see people together and it makes me want one.but when i get one i always fuck it up. im just gonna live my life... hopefully everything works out right.
this summer is gonna be a lot better than any other one. i think. i hope. im gonna experience as much as i can.. i want to live life. i want to be able to tell stories.
peace.
today i woke up and went to walmart to hang out with chasidy and help her get rid of kittens.
then i went to work..
it was alright.
everyone talkin about sex.
im not gettin any so i dont want to hear about it.
some black girl pulled out her boob.
so i left work.
went to walmart,ekards,target, and cvs to get my pictures developed and guess what? none of them fuckin work.
im so fuckin pissed off.
im tired of people. they fucking piss me off.. i have a lot on my mind. i dont mean to have a bad attitude today but i cant help it. i just want to cuss everyone out. so im just gonna sit in my room by myself.
i want someone i can talk to. i cant wait until i can just leave when i want to. and hang out when i want to. im so tired of being in this house 24-7.i have court tomorrow. im not ready for it.
my belly botton is hurting.
i need sleep but i cant sleep.
im not hungry.
i have to go to the doctor tomorrow.
i pissed nick off.. i didnt mean to. but whatever. i still want to go campin and shit but i dont know if i should. i dont want to cause drama and shit. im afraid if i go there will be some tension.
im really confused about relationship shit. i havent found someone i would like to date.. i havent found that person that i can see myself dating. i dont know what i want. i dont think i want a long term relationship but i would like to date. i hear stories that eveyone tells and i see people together and it makes me want one.but when i get one i always fuck it up. im just gonna live my life... hopefully everything works out right.
this summer is gonna be a lot better than any other one. i think. i hope. im gonna experience as much as i can.. i want to live life. i want to be able to tell stories.
peace.