half the niggas got scars on their face.
ok i went to the doctor today.. :(! they say that it could be a sist.. but they arent sure. so i have to take medication to see if it goes away by next monday.. if it doesnt then i have to get surgury... i also have to go and get x-rays!!! im kinda nervous because i dont want surgury....but eh if i have to get it then oo well..
i went to orintation today. it wasnt to bad the manager is nice.. i actually start tomorrow.. i work tomorrow, wednesday, and thursday. fun fun. but since im workin so much or whatever my dad is more than likely gonna let me go out this weekend.. YAY!! i wanna get drunk but nick told me i cant drive so im gonna have to find me someone to take me home.
i miss you. i miss him.. i miss everything.. i miss me.. i miss life... i miss being free.. i miss it all.
tomorrow is tabbie and karlees birthday.. how much you wanna bet ill be a bad friend and not call.. i feel horrible.. i want to see them both... :(! i miss them so much! sometimes i wish i could go back to 8th grade and charish the things i had.. i mean i have a lot more now but the things that mean the most are gone.. and i guess you dont know what you have until its gone. i miss chris as well.. we use to be soo close now i never talk to him. i wonder if he ever thinks of me like i think of him. im gonna make one day of reunion...haha. im just make a day to see all my old friends that i cared so much about and just up and left them.
i havent found a friend thats truely faithful and truely a friend that doesnt want to fuck you over.some are good friends. but most arent. exceptions of nick. and possibly david.
im tired of keepin secrets.. but im also tired of everyone in fuckin newnan knowin what i do.
i miss drew. i know im pathetic.. but i have soo many memories with him. i all i want is for him to be the way he was when i fell in love with him. people change i suppose but no matter what ill love him forever. i might not be in love with him but i do love him.dont get me wrong he does some stupid things. but i need him back in my life.
i really cant complain about anything.. i have everything i want.. and more. but for some reason its not satisfying me.. i cant explain it.
friend #1-shes wonderful...she has her downs but overall she can be pretty fun and funny. i love her. she is always here to listen to me be all depressed...
friend #2-we have our differences but for some reason we connect so well... we have different appearances but our personalities are pretty much exactly a like.
friend #3-he is the most awsome person ive ever met.. hes funny as shit.. and no matter what i know hell be here for me.
friend #4-things could be different between us but i think hes a little afraid of commitment..not sure. but hes awsome as well.
friend #5- i have so many memories with him. he was a huge part of my life and i wouldnt change a thing other than having him around more.
friend #6- not sure everything about him.. hes a more recent friend.. hes mysterious and i like it.. hes funny and just a neat person to be around.
friend #7- she showed me a lot about different parts of life.. she introduced me to a lot of people and i think her for that. i love her and miss her.
friend #8-she drinks a lot but shes great.. i <3 her!
friend #9-a horn ball.
friend #10-will love me no matter what i do.. shes here for me no matter what. shes a bitch but that makes her special.
we belong together....
i went to orintation today. it wasnt to bad the manager is nice.. i actually start tomorrow.. i work tomorrow, wednesday, and thursday. fun fun. but since im workin so much or whatever my dad is more than likely gonna let me go out this weekend.. YAY!! i wanna get drunk but nick told me i cant drive so im gonna have to find me someone to take me home.
i miss you. i miss him.. i miss everything.. i miss me.. i miss life... i miss being free.. i miss it all.
tomorrow is tabbie and karlees birthday.. how much you wanna bet ill be a bad friend and not call.. i feel horrible.. i want to see them both... :(! i miss them so much! sometimes i wish i could go back to 8th grade and charish the things i had.. i mean i have a lot more now but the things that mean the most are gone.. and i guess you dont know what you have until its gone. i miss chris as well.. we use to be soo close now i never talk to him. i wonder if he ever thinks of me like i think of him. im gonna make one day of reunion...haha. im just make a day to see all my old friends that i cared so much about and just up and left them.
i havent found a friend thats truely faithful and truely a friend that doesnt want to fuck you over.some are good friends. but most arent. exceptions of nick. and possibly david.
im tired of keepin secrets.. but im also tired of everyone in fuckin newnan knowin what i do.
i miss drew. i know im pathetic.. but i have soo many memories with him. i all i want is for him to be the way he was when i fell in love with him. people change i suppose but no matter what ill love him forever. i might not be in love with him but i do love him.dont get me wrong he does some stupid things. but i need him back in my life.
i really cant complain about anything.. i have everything i want.. and more. but for some reason its not satisfying me.. i cant explain it.
friend #1-shes wonderful...she has her downs but overall she can be pretty fun and funny. i love her. she is always here to listen to me be all depressed...
friend #2-we have our differences but for some reason we connect so well... we have different appearances but our personalities are pretty much exactly a like.
friend #3-he is the most awsome person ive ever met.. hes funny as shit.. and no matter what i know hell be here for me.
friend #4-things could be different between us but i think hes a little afraid of commitment..not sure. but hes awsome as well.
friend #5- i have so many memories with him. he was a huge part of my life and i wouldnt change a thing other than having him around more.
friend #6- not sure everything about him.. hes a more recent friend.. hes mysterious and i like it.. hes funny and just a neat person to be around.
friend #7- she showed me a lot about different parts of life.. she introduced me to a lot of people and i think her for that. i love her and miss her.
friend #8-she drinks a lot but shes great.. i <3 her!
friend #9-a horn ball.
friend #10-will love me no matter what i do.. shes here for me no matter what. shes a bitch but that makes her special.
we belong together....