i love you
well today i was in a horrible mood.
i got to school..saw my friend...which i really havent seen him in forever.it made me happy as apple pie in a window seel..hahahah!
i went to all of my classes today which i am proud of myself.
me and holley had some serious talks....but im still undecided on somethings.id rather not mention them...
so after school i drove to kellys house but she wasnt home.. :(!
i also drove back to the park to see drew but he had already left :(!
i drove home in a pissed off mood.......i just wanted to let go of my wheel and smash into something..but i decided that wouldnt be good so i didnt.
i dont know what has gotten into me lately.. i really havent been in a good mood.i dont know what the cause of it is. i think im really stressed about school and what not.. apparently i dont understand myself.i heard that today..scott told me that i was hard to understand and that he just couldnt figure me out..which its kinda a good thing..hehe!
i want to be my old self again...i want to honestly be some what the way i use to be.. i was crazy...sweet...caring...now im even crazier...a bitch..and most of the time i dont give a fuck.
techinally these days im a good girl..but shes goin crazy..
shes gonna bust out soon..
be ware.
i am gay.
but i love it.
i miss some of my friends...such as you....kelly...katie...daniel.....
but what can you do? i am in trouble so there isnt much i can do..but i swear when i get out of trouble..
im gonna get drunk off my ass.
well peace out bitches.
i got to school..saw my friend...which i really havent seen him in forever.it made me happy as apple pie in a window seel..hahahah!
i went to all of my classes today which i am proud of myself.
me and holley had some serious talks....but im still undecided on somethings.id rather not mention them...
so after school i drove to kellys house but she wasnt home.. :(!
i also drove back to the park to see drew but he had already left :(!
i drove home in a pissed off mood.......i just wanted to let go of my wheel and smash into something..but i decided that wouldnt be good so i didnt.
i dont know what has gotten into me lately.. i really havent been in a good mood.i dont know what the cause of it is. i think im really stressed about school and what not.. apparently i dont understand myself.i heard that today..scott told me that i was hard to understand and that he just couldnt figure me out..which its kinda a good thing..hehe!
i want to be my old self again...i want to honestly be some what the way i use to be.. i was crazy...sweet...caring...now im even crazier...a bitch..and most of the time i dont give a fuck.
techinally these days im a good girl..but shes goin crazy..
shes gonna bust out soon..
be ware.
i am gay.
but i love it.
i miss some of my friends...such as you....kelly...katie...daniel.....
but what can you do? i am in trouble so there isnt much i can do..but i swear when i get out of trouble..
im gonna get drunk off my ass.
well peace out bitches.