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This will be one obscure entry but since its hell week... weeks rather, I need all the innanities to oppose or maybe just equalize thinking logically the whole day.
We were in Health class and we were discussing stress and depression. How appropriate. Ms. Evie posted a visual of the symptoms. I got four out of six. I considered that maybe I'm just suffering from the blues. Then I read my hand outs and it said that depression usually lasts from weeks to months. Wow. I've been in this state for a whole month now. I don't want to consider myself suffering from clinical depression. That's just... depressing. But here I am being told by scientific facts that I am. Loss of weight, low self-esteem, oversleeping, hoplessness and restlessness. I haven't gone as far as the hallucination part but I guess that would be fun.
This schoolyear, the CSS opened a bakeshop. They sell cheap but delicious bread. I always buy the "Bread of Life" and some orange/apple/dalandan juice (whichever option is available). We call the bread as such because its a huge loaf of bread with minimal cheese inside. It looks like the bread eaten by Sarah and Becky in the cartoon Princess Sarah hence the name. They sell some pretty good pastries as well. Did I mention cheap? The combination I always buy which consists of the bread and juice only costs eighteen bucks all in all. Whee! Though, what I really miss is our Tapa Tuesday. Caria and I memorized the schedule of the Tapa selling. It moved from Tapa Tuesday to Tapa Wednesday to Tapa Thursday. Now there's Pork Tapa day which is a wee bit more expensive than the usual.
Something I wanted to share in English class but was unable to because I went to the bathroom. Death is inevitable. If its time to die, you die. Its not a pessimistic point of view rather a realistic one which faces a connoted negative subject (death). If you commit suicide, you decide to take your own life which is wrong according to Christian beliefs. It is not God's plan that a person does such an act but its that person's choice to defy God's will. That seems preachy but oh well. Being in an accident is a different matter. If you're in a car crash, you're wounded but alive, you struggle to survive because that's part of human nature. If you die in the attempt, then its your time. Oh wait... I forgot my point. I had it during English class. Neekol and Lianne got it. Meh. Maybe I should add "Difficulty concentrating, remembering, making decisions." in my depression symptoms.
I glued Steph's 1x1 picture on my ID. I got a 98% in Geometry! Saan ka pa?! Pardon my vanity. My ego seems deflated lately. Haha. Oh, its fun to argue with your English teacher. Only two weeks left of school. I DON'T WANT THE SCHOOLYEAR TO END! Dammit.
We were in Health class and we were discussing stress and depression. How appropriate. Ms. Evie posted a visual of the symptoms. I got four out of six. I considered that maybe I'm just suffering from the blues. Then I read my hand outs and it said that depression usually lasts from weeks to months. Wow. I've been in this state for a whole month now. I don't want to consider myself suffering from clinical depression. That's just... depressing. But here I am being told by scientific facts that I am. Loss of weight, low self-esteem, oversleeping, hoplessness and restlessness. I haven't gone as far as the hallucination part but I guess that would be fun.
This schoolyear, the CSS opened a bakeshop. They sell cheap but delicious bread. I always buy the "Bread of Life" and some orange/apple/dalandan juice (whichever option is available). We call the bread as such because its a huge loaf of bread with minimal cheese inside. It looks like the bread eaten by Sarah and Becky in the cartoon Princess Sarah hence the name. They sell some pretty good pastries as well. Did I mention cheap? The combination I always buy which consists of the bread and juice only costs eighteen bucks all in all. Whee! Though, what I really miss is our Tapa Tuesday. Caria and I memorized the schedule of the Tapa selling. It moved from Tapa Tuesday to Tapa Wednesday to Tapa Thursday. Now there's Pork Tapa day which is a wee bit more expensive than the usual.
Something I wanted to share in English class but was unable to because I went to the bathroom. Death is inevitable. If its time to die, you die. Its not a pessimistic point of view rather a realistic one which faces a connoted negative subject (death). If you commit suicide, you decide to take your own life which is wrong according to Christian beliefs. It is not God's plan that a person does such an act but its that person's choice to defy God's will. That seems preachy but oh well. Being in an accident is a different matter. If you're in a car crash, you're wounded but alive, you struggle to survive because that's part of human nature. If you die in the attempt, then its your time. Oh wait... I forgot my point. I had it during English class. Neekol and Lianne got it. Meh. Maybe I should add "Difficulty concentrating, remembering, making decisions." in my depression symptoms.
I glued Steph's 1x1 picture on my ID. I got a 98% in Geometry! Saan ka pa?! Pardon my vanity. My ego seems deflated lately. Haha. Oh, its fun to argue with your English teacher. Only two weeks left of school. I DON'T WANT THE SCHOOLYEAR TO END! Dammit.