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Nov 29, 2005 17:15

I feel lost and empty.
I have no motivation to do anything.
And i'm tired of trying.
Everything i put in, doesn't get me a thing.
I'm broke and i have bills to pay.
I have no car to go to work with.
I like a girl who doesnt like me and probly never will.
I feel like my job is gonna fire me.
But i need to quit anyway.
Life is stacking up against it seems.
And i just keep letting it beat me.

how many times can 3 a.m. look so familiar?
half empty bottle, half empty pen, i must be almost dead.
i've been to the same dead end so many times
now its lost most of the luster i once knew.
its become so hard to see the good in things
when every promise is another broken bond.
i guess i cant really trust myself anymore.
i'm nothing but fabrications and let downs
and the shadow of someone who once had direction.
i'm so sick of sleeping away and wasting away.
i've wasted too much time and too many words.
i guess all i can do is say i'm sorry...
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