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RANTTIME.
hey, i just want you to know how i feel, i mean if we are being honest and all.
whos pretending? whos thinking? whos trying to believe?
hey, atleast i tried to do something.atleast i think i tried to help. and a question to you...do you think your any better than i am? do you really? i mean, by the way your talking, it sure seems that way. throwing words like they can do no harm. well you know what, your wrong. they can do more damage that you think. i mean, thats how this whole thing started. im letting it all out right here once and for all.
words were thrown that day. hmph. unexpected words. can sorry cut it? call me sensitive or whatnot but it goes to show that i too have some feelings thank you very much. i wonder if that occured to you...hmm guess not. and another question..
when you were going through crap a few months back..who talked to you about it? was i not dependable?
who atleast tried to help you in any way possible. was i not atleast dependable?
with your situation and all now...you may not know it but oh you missed quite a handful. was i not atleast dependable atleast to some people?
so dont go telling me im not dependable when all ive done was be there for you.
sure, keep saying i was pretending, but really now. was i? was i?
a martyr? psh. just because for once i try and atleast take some credit for trying to help people doesnt make me a martyr. and thats probably the last thing i am. im going to admit, i took a few blows straight to the face but did you see me complain? no. and you think youve got it all figured out dont you? i always change my mind, huh? atleast i have responsibilites. did you even bother to try and think that? you see the reason i was contemplating going to the concerts was because i didnt want to spend money because my parents are in a rut right nnow and i think about them. i dont just think about myself, not that im saying that you always think about yourself because you dont.atleast im considerate, again, not that im saying you arent.
so you see, its not just me being flaky, its other reasons as well. and im sorry if it seems that way but the truth isnt always in the eye of the beholder, right?
sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry.
by the way if you're going to be crying about your life like that. how you're desperate and lonely.. why not do yourself a favour and stop complaining because if you're going to be telling me saying how i'm not dependable and flakey you're just pushing me away consequently you're going to have no friends. after all; lose one, lose all, lose yourself.
sorry for trying to think i was your friend.sorry for trying to help. i do apologize, with my deepest regrets.
by the way, im not the pushover any more.
friends fornever. well, thats up for you to decide...
ps..by the way, if you never thought i cared about you, why am i writing this?who are you to say you know whats going on in my head about how i dont care about you? how i leave you out all the time?etircopyh.
i miss the past.
hey, i just want you to know how i feel, i mean if we are being honest and all.
whos pretending? whos thinking? whos trying to believe?
hey, atleast i tried to do something.atleast i think i tried to help. and a question to you...do you think your any better than i am? do you really? i mean, by the way your talking, it sure seems that way. throwing words like they can do no harm. well you know what, your wrong. they can do more damage that you think. i mean, thats how this whole thing started. im letting it all out right here once and for all.
words were thrown that day. hmph. unexpected words. can sorry cut it? call me sensitive or whatnot but it goes to show that i too have some feelings thank you very much. i wonder if that occured to you...hmm guess not. and another question..
when you were going through crap a few months back..who talked to you about it? was i not dependable?
who atleast tried to help you in any way possible. was i not atleast dependable?
with your situation and all now...you may not know it but oh you missed quite a handful. was i not atleast dependable atleast to some people?
so dont go telling me im not dependable when all ive done was be there for you.
sure, keep saying i was pretending, but really now. was i? was i?
a martyr? psh. just because for once i try and atleast take some credit for trying to help people doesnt make me a martyr. and thats probably the last thing i am. im going to admit, i took a few blows straight to the face but did you see me complain? no. and you think youve got it all figured out dont you? i always change my mind, huh? atleast i have responsibilites. did you even bother to try and think that? you see the reason i was contemplating going to the concerts was because i didnt want to spend money because my parents are in a rut right nnow and i think about them. i dont just think about myself, not that im saying that you always think about yourself because you dont.atleast im considerate, again, not that im saying you arent.
so you see, its not just me being flaky, its other reasons as well. and im sorry if it seems that way but the truth isnt always in the eye of the beholder, right?
sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry.
by the way if you're going to be crying about your life like that. how you're desperate and lonely.. why not do yourself a favour and stop complaining because if you're going to be telling me saying how i'm not dependable and flakey you're just pushing me away consequently you're going to have no friends. after all; lose one, lose all, lose yourself.
sorry for trying to think i was your friend.sorry for trying to help. i do apologize, with my deepest regrets.
by the way, im not the pushover any more.
friends fornever. well, thats up for you to decide...
ps..by the way, if you never thought i cared about you, why am i writing this?who are you to say you know whats going on in my head about how i dont care about you? how i leave you out all the time?etircopyh.
i miss the past.