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I.... Can't handle this right now.... I just cant....
I am so depressed and no it doesn’t have anything to do with money.....
My problems are all much more deeply routed then that.
I so wanted to just die today....
I am dangerously close to activating my self-defense hurt mechanism... Christ... my own god damn room.... I do not wish to deal with this at the present time...Please try again later...right now... I want to be alone.
There ya go...finally... no one ever thought id say that did they? Things are falling apart, the center cannot hold (again, i don’t give a shit about money...much more personal stuff) and I need to be depressed for awhile. Come home to a place where no body loves me and sleep till 7 in my bed. Wake up and listen to depressing music in my chair with my blanket. And cry ... oh yes...cry.... panicking...
entering self-defense mode... everyone please let me be.
Or shoot me!!!!! Purty please? Make sure ill live for a little while though, none of that instant "he never knew what hit him" crap. I want to know im about to die! Gives me a chance to have one of those flash backs of my life! Theres some happyness......
Goodbye
I am so depressed and no it doesn’t have anything to do with money.....
My problems are all much more deeply routed then that.
I so wanted to just die today....
I am dangerously close to activating my self-defense hurt mechanism... Christ... my own god damn room.... I do not wish to deal with this at the present time...Please try again later...right now... I want to be alone.
There ya go...finally... no one ever thought id say that did they? Things are falling apart, the center cannot hold (again, i don’t give a shit about money...much more personal stuff) and I need to be depressed for awhile. Come home to a place where no body loves me and sleep till 7 in my bed. Wake up and listen to depressing music in my chair with my blanket. And cry ... oh yes...cry.... panicking...
entering self-defense mode... everyone please let me be.
Or shoot me!!!!! Purty please? Make sure ill live for a little while though, none of that instant "he never knew what hit him" crap. I want to know im about to die! Gives me a chance to have one of those flash backs of my life! Theres some happyness......
Goodbye