I suddenly got sick on Sunday. Then is dragged on into Monday.. then Tuesday. By Tuesday I was throwing up. Not fun. The thing is that I was supposed to be going to San Diego with Josh and his fam on that Wednesday. Oh man, I prayed so hard for a miracle. Oh Wednesday i woke up feeling so much better. Not 100%, but good enought to fly. Thank G-d, thats all I have to say. It would have been so horrible i wasn't able to go. Josh and I both had been looking do forward to it.. oh man that woulda sucked. But that doenst matter cause I went and had a great time.
I walked throught the gate and saw him and collapsed into his arms the moment we were close enough. I had miss him more than I thought I did, which is saying a lot. We all went grocery shopping at 9 o'clock the night beore thanksgiving. It was insane, but pretty hysterical. The hotel was pretty cool. We stayed at the residence inn. It had a full kitchen and all of Steves family was coming to us. It was crazy. Josh's Bubbe and Zayde were ... umm.. funny. They seemed to be the typical Jewish grandparents. it was fun. i dont want to go too in depth on the day, but it was super overwhelming being there. I guess I am so used to having all of josh's attention and when most of the time I was really being acknowledged, it upset me. but its alright. I got over it and the problem got resolved.
Friday was such a better day than Thursday. Im not gonna lie. We went to the beach and played in the sand and talked.
I always forget how much fun Josh and I have together. Even when we are just sitting there talking we have a great time. We can talk for hours about almost anything, it's pretty amazing. The conversations we had on the beach that day were one of the greatest parts of the whole trip. Even when we arnt doing anything and just sitting there holding hands and looking at the sunset (which, by the way, was soooo beautiful) it is still so fun. They are times I wouldnt trade for the world.
We had thai food that night and went and a movie. We saw National Treasure. Way good. Thai food? mmmmm.
I think my favoite part of the entire trip was sleep next to joshua at night. We slept in the living room, on the pull out couch. I loved going to sleep at night in his arms and waking up in his arms... inches from his kiss. loved it.
Leaving him was hard, but ill see him in a few weeks so its comforting. I dont know how things are going to be when I go to israel. Im gonna miss him so much. but I know that I need to do this myself, and the great part is that he totally supports me.
So, I am now home.. still a little sick, but its alright. Life is good.