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Have you ever felt like the life you are living isn't really your own. That what is happening isnt actually happening and that the things you are going through is just.... a dream? Accepting what has come to you is... how do i put it.. hard.
Its weird to me that my childhood is gone. Its weird that I dont/ cant see my family whenever I want. Ive come to hate stress and Ive become considerablely lonely. Im ready. Im ready for so many new things. Where do I start and when do i start?
I find myself asking so many questions... and for those questions i have few answers. Its frustrating. I need a hug so badly, not from just anyone, I need a hug from someone that will be able to cuddle with me at night and joke around with me while I study. i wont find that here.
I am currently accepting applications....
Its weird to me that my childhood is gone. Its weird that I dont/ cant see my family whenever I want. Ive come to hate stress and Ive become considerablely lonely. Im ready. Im ready for so many new things. Where do I start and when do i start?
I find myself asking so many questions... and for those questions i have few answers. Its frustrating. I need a hug so badly, not from just anyone, I need a hug from someone that will be able to cuddle with me at night and joke around with me while I study. i wont find that here.
I am currently accepting applications....