i just don't give a fuck anymore!
let's see here.... i have not updated this thing in awhile. lazy me. but what can i say.
well i am 20 now! larry gave 11 rose and a poem for my bithday. it was so sweet. i love him to death and he is such a sweetheart.
heres what the poem said:
11 roses
A doxen it may not be but close it is
this too is how my heart is, nearly perfect but not
from me there is something missing, a certain something
when i look into your eyes i realize what iwas alway missing
in the 11 roses that make up my heart i have searched for a 12th
when i see your beautiful eyes, flowing hair and radiant smile
my heart swells with my love for you, you make my world
as love should do, your love completes my dozen roses
you sarah jane fill my world, you complete me
you make me the person i have always dreamed of being
i wish you the happiest of birthdays and
dream of the things to come for us
as a pittance i offer you my frailest of hearts and
the greatist of loves.... i love you
hehe he wrote that all on his own
but anyways on wards.
the dust that has been building up thicker and ticker around me has finaly setteld down and i must say i seem pretty happy from the outcome and feel alot better. my mom and i talked about school and all the things that brothering me. she was pretty cool about it.
i saw the true colors of the people that i thought where my firends. i saw all of things long before they blew up but i just tryed to cover it up and now i could really care less. i know that they are going to go around and talk all kinds of shit but i don't care. there are only a few things that i truly and really do care about it. my mom, larry and getting a better(which should happen in about 6months!)
i have a totally new out look. i don't give a fuck about firends anymore. they are not worth it. the 2 people that i want and to have around in my life i do and they are very supportive of me and truly do care about me.
my mom told chuck today about how me and larry felt about things and when it really came down to it she told him that no matter what we where always going to take her said. plus she never lets him say any kind of shit about us. we are her baby's, hehe
well i am getting pretty tried and i want to curl back up with my baby....he is so warm! plus i have to go and fill some paperwork out in the moring so i am out of here. laters!
~*~Sarah Jane
well i am 20 now! larry gave 11 rose and a poem for my bithday. it was so sweet. i love him to death and he is such a sweetheart.
heres what the poem said:
11 roses
A doxen it may not be but close it is
this too is how my heart is, nearly perfect but not
from me there is something missing, a certain something
when i look into your eyes i realize what iwas alway missing
in the 11 roses that make up my heart i have searched for a 12th
when i see your beautiful eyes, flowing hair and radiant smile
my heart swells with my love for you, you make my world
as love should do, your love completes my dozen roses
you sarah jane fill my world, you complete me
you make me the person i have always dreamed of being
i wish you the happiest of birthdays and
dream of the things to come for us
as a pittance i offer you my frailest of hearts and
the greatist of loves.... i love you
hehe he wrote that all on his own
but anyways on wards.
the dust that has been building up thicker and ticker around me has finaly setteld down and i must say i seem pretty happy from the outcome and feel alot better. my mom and i talked about school and all the things that brothering me. she was pretty cool about it.
i saw the true colors of the people that i thought where my firends. i saw all of things long before they blew up but i just tryed to cover it up and now i could really care less. i know that they are going to go around and talk all kinds of shit but i don't care. there are only a few things that i truly and really do care about it. my mom, larry and getting a better(which should happen in about 6months!)
i have a totally new out look. i don't give a fuck about firends anymore. they are not worth it. the 2 people that i want and to have around in my life i do and they are very supportive of me and truly do care about me.
my mom told chuck today about how me and larry felt about things and when it really came down to it she told him that no matter what we where always going to take her said. plus she never lets him say any kind of shit about us. we are her baby's, hehe
well i am getting pretty tried and i want to curl back up with my baby....he is so warm! plus i have to go and fill some paperwork out in the moring so i am out of here. laters!
~*~Sarah Jane