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So i guess its time for a good old fashioned long update. I'm going to see what i can do, i really havent had a long update in a while. Well this coming wednesday i have court for my accident, my dad just want's me to tell the judge what happened and hopefully i wont get the points, i mean nobody want's points on their license so i can only hope to pay for the ticket and not get the points, i guess it wasn't a big enough deal to me to find out how much the ticket cost and how many points are attacted if i do get the points b/c my dad said he'd take care of it and schedule a court date for me and a person can only take so much stress. like i said earlier this wednesday i'm going to find out so i'm really hoping things go well.
CAR: i have enough money for a decent enough car, but i have a huge reason why i havent purchased one yet...Because i'm PICKY!. Ya thats the word for it picky..i mean i figure my father is retired he's old enough to be my grandpa...u know the sterotypical chaldean working at a store so if he ever needs to go back to work he'll just go work for one of his chaldean friends a their store so in the meantime he said he'll take me to work and school, and if my friends want to hang out they can come pick me up at my house, and if i need to go somewhere to buy something i want i just ask a friend to take me and offer them gas money since they wouldnt want to go if i didnt ask them..so its not like i'm going to be buying a smart bus ticket anytime soon.
The acutal pickyness part is i personally want another neon..(to those who want to know the full story on what happened read back a few enteries it was to my knowledge early in december)....thing is i don't know if i should buy another neon. see i'll just jist at what happened cops had traffic stopped at a green light and it was bad weather outside and i basically hydroplaned going about twenty into jamee johnson's car, i barely scratched her car she was so surprised that i totaled my car and her car didnt really get damaged. it's like neon's are shoeboxes on wheels, if i were in another car it would of been bumper to bumper and both cars would of been ok, but mine the air bags blew, i guess the sensors are that sensative that it made them blow on that type of frontal impact. so ya this is what it boils down to..if i were in another car my car would be in my driveway as we speak b/c it would of been bumper to bumper and also the accident wouldnt of happened if i hadn't been following so closely behind her and if i had reacted in time.
so which one is more powerful to people should i take it as a blessing in desguise and buy a stronger car, or take it as a learning experience for my ass to be more careful and buy another neon? it's due time for me to get another car especially if i have enough money for it. thing is i am picky and i want it to be four doors and have the gear shift in the middle and i really dont want to drive a boat type car..so i want a car the car to be a lil bigger than a neon..and not double the size of a neon. so ya i really want everyones input on the journal as a whole and about the car..so please help me.
Work, i used to say i worked like a hooker but in the day time, i cant' say that anymore b/c monday tuesdays and thursdays i have school from 9-12 so those days i close. Anyways im still working the same amount of hours which is a lot like almost fourty a week, so i'm tired emotionally and physically. i'm so tired of my job so i may be moving to the photo department there i'll have more responsibilites than i would working at the register. in photo i'll have times set up in my head so when i know something needs to be done with the film and i'll just go over there..in the meantime i'll be able to be on the floor and move around and clean up the stock room...i always have to be doing something. if i dont like it in photo im going to try and get a new job b/c it means i just need a change of atmosphere. photo means i'll be getting a higher rate of pay b/c they do more woo.
with work the store manager will know if i get a weeks paid vacation or not at the end of this month, she said if i dont get a paid vacation then she'll give me a week off..b/c i need a break that bad it feels like i could go postal any fuckin second..a person can only take so much of the same shit five days a week for eight hours out of the day since may woo.see what i mean.and if i do get a paid vacation i can take two weeks off if i want to so i'll be one weeks paid and one weeks un paid..that is fuckin great. like i'm fuckin beat like ok, today i was supposed to go play pool with kelly and marie and some other people but like kelly is at work as i write this and i asked my mom if i could go out and be home at like twelve and she wont even let me go i hate being chaldean at times...thing is ya..im too tired to fight her over it like yes i want to go but i dont want to go bad enough to fight her over it i'm crazy tired and i just need a break from work plus im opening tomorrow, so im sorry if it seems like i dont want to go out i do i'm just to tired to get into a big fight with my mom over it.so ya news flash..i went and asked my mom if i could go b/c i realized that it'll be fun and its worth a shot of course i get into a fight with my mom over it and neither kelly or marie want to come get me so ya sorry..for being the way i am if you want to hang out you come get me i'm not going to get dropped off anywhere by a parent..and if you dont want to come get me then we wont hang out simple as that..im not riding in your car b/c im a cabbie i'm riding in your car b/c im going some place with you as a friend..and i dont care..if people have to worry about me getting dropped off some place dont want to hang out with me...i'm not going to be a burden to anyone. and im not cheap but there is no way im going to give a friend gas money b/c they want me to go some place with them as a friend b/c its me going some place with them as a friend some place that they invited me to go to i shoudlnt have to give them gas money b/c they are picking me up..im sorry i know they are wasting their gas but its a risk that they should be willing to take..on the other hand if i ask someone to take me some place that they do not want to go im willing to pay gas money due to the fact that they dont want to go so its like i have no problem giving someone like five dollars or more to take me to the mall even if it cost them nothing close to five dollars b/c they are going out of their way to take me to the mall because they are doing me a favor by doing something that they dont want to do and wouldnt do if i didnt ask them to do. and ya thats just the way things are.
CAR: i have enough money for a decent enough car, but i have a huge reason why i havent purchased one yet...Because i'm PICKY!. Ya thats the word for it picky..i mean i figure my father is retired he's old enough to be my grandpa...u know the sterotypical chaldean working at a store so if he ever needs to go back to work he'll just go work for one of his chaldean friends a their store so in the meantime he said he'll take me to work and school, and if my friends want to hang out they can come pick me up at my house, and if i need to go somewhere to buy something i want i just ask a friend to take me and offer them gas money since they wouldnt want to go if i didnt ask them..so its not like i'm going to be buying a smart bus ticket anytime soon.
The acutal pickyness part is i personally want another neon..(to those who want to know the full story on what happened read back a few enteries it was to my knowledge early in december)....thing is i don't know if i should buy another neon. see i'll just jist at what happened cops had traffic stopped at a green light and it was bad weather outside and i basically hydroplaned going about twenty into jamee johnson's car, i barely scratched her car she was so surprised that i totaled my car and her car didnt really get damaged. it's like neon's are shoeboxes on wheels, if i were in another car it would of been bumper to bumper and both cars would of been ok, but mine the air bags blew, i guess the sensors are that sensative that it made them blow on that type of frontal impact. so ya this is what it boils down to..if i were in another car my car would be in my driveway as we speak b/c it would of been bumper to bumper and also the accident wouldnt of happened if i hadn't been following so closely behind her and if i had reacted in time.
so which one is more powerful to people should i take it as a blessing in desguise and buy a stronger car, or take it as a learning experience for my ass to be more careful and buy another neon? it's due time for me to get another car especially if i have enough money for it. thing is i am picky and i want it to be four doors and have the gear shift in the middle and i really dont want to drive a boat type car..so i want a car the car to be a lil bigger than a neon..and not double the size of a neon. so ya i really want everyones input on the journal as a whole and about the car..so please help me.
Work, i used to say i worked like a hooker but in the day time, i cant' say that anymore b/c monday tuesdays and thursdays i have school from 9-12 so those days i close. Anyways im still working the same amount of hours which is a lot like almost fourty a week, so i'm tired emotionally and physically. i'm so tired of my job so i may be moving to the photo department there i'll have more responsibilites than i would working at the register. in photo i'll have times set up in my head so when i know something needs to be done with the film and i'll just go over there..in the meantime i'll be able to be on the floor and move around and clean up the stock room...i always have to be doing something. if i dont like it in photo im going to try and get a new job b/c it means i just need a change of atmosphere. photo means i'll be getting a higher rate of pay b/c they do more woo.
with work the store manager will know if i get a weeks paid vacation or not at the end of this month, she said if i dont get a paid vacation then she'll give me a week off..b/c i need a break that bad it feels like i could go postal any fuckin second..a person can only take so much of the same shit five days a week for eight hours out of the day since may woo.see what i mean.and if i do get a paid vacation i can take two weeks off if i want to so i'll be one weeks paid and one weeks un paid..that is fuckin great. like i'm fuckin beat like ok, today i was supposed to go play pool with kelly and marie and some other people but like kelly is at work as i write this and i asked my mom if i could go out and be home at like twelve and she wont even let me go i hate being chaldean at times...thing is ya..im too tired to fight her over it like yes i want to go but i dont want to go bad enough to fight her over it i'm crazy tired and i just need a break from work plus im opening tomorrow, so im sorry if it seems like i dont want to go out i do i'm just to tired to get into a big fight with my mom over it.so ya news flash..i went and asked my mom if i could go b/c i realized that it'll be fun and its worth a shot of course i get into a fight with my mom over it and neither kelly or marie want to come get me so ya sorry..for being the way i am if you want to hang out you come get me i'm not going to get dropped off anywhere by a parent..and if you dont want to come get me then we wont hang out simple as that..im not riding in your car b/c im a cabbie i'm riding in your car b/c im going some place with you as a friend..and i dont care..if people have to worry about me getting dropped off some place dont want to hang out with me...i'm not going to be a burden to anyone. and im not cheap but there is no way im going to give a friend gas money b/c they want me to go some place with them as a friend b/c its me going some place with them as a friend some place that they invited me to go to i shoudlnt have to give them gas money b/c they are picking me up..im sorry i know they are wasting their gas but its a risk that they should be willing to take..on the other hand if i ask someone to take me some place that they do not want to go im willing to pay gas money due to the fact that they dont want to go so its like i have no problem giving someone like five dollars or more to take me to the mall even if it cost them nothing close to five dollars b/c they are going out of their way to take me to the mall because they are doing me a favor by doing something that they dont want to do and wouldnt do if i didnt ask them to do. and ya thats just the way things are.