Jul 16, 2005 10:37
Wow...is really all I can say. I did not expect that such an entry would cause such a commotion. I suppose that was ignorance on my part due to the fact that this is LiveJournal afterall. I was going to delete the entry due to the hurt that I caused someone, but I decided to let it remain to remind myself of the immaturity and stupidity of how I can be at times. I absolutely hate when someone creates LiveJournal drama, yet I was the ultimate hypocrite and created a mess not only between Laurel and I, but amongst others as well. So,I feel that I owe quite a few people an apology.
*First and foremost, I want to apology to Laurel for attacking her on LiveJournal. I should have called you on the phone or spoke in person, but like usual, I acted before thinking. I want to apologize for calling you a hypocrite and judging your Faith and Christianity. That was wrong of me and I have no place to justify where your soul will end up once you leave this Earth. You are a much stronger person in Faith than I have been in years and I admire that in you. I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart for the immature acts that I have displayed lately. You are a great person and we used to have so much fun together when we hung out, I miss those times and I hope that one day we can return to those times. Until then, I hope that you are not too angry with me to remain building our friendship back up. Once again, I am sorry.
*Krystle, you are awesome!!!! I really appreciate the fact that you supported me, that is what friends are all about. I do have to say that I am sorry that you and Laurel had to come to a disagreement and argument due to my post. That is not what I intended nor wanted. I do not mean for people to conflict and dislike one another on my account. I am sorry that you had to get caught up in the LiveJournal drama that I created.
*Erron...where do I begin? Baby, I am so sorry for dragging you into my drama and creating animosity between us. I know how much you hate drama, especially LiveJournal drama and yet I was inconsiderate, childish and immature by creating an argument between us due to my own stupidity over an issue. I know that I handled the situation in the wrong manner and I wish that I could take it all back, but I can't. I know that I need to learn to think before I act, yet I always seem to falter. I am so thankful that you are in my life, without you I do not know where I would be. Being with you makes me a better person, you have taught me so many things and there are no words that could ever express the thanks and gratitude that I feel. I love you with all my heart and I don't ever want to spend another day without you. I know that we may fight alot at times, but we always work through the hard times and I know that we can get through anything and everything...we are meant to be. I made you a few promises and I intend to keep them to the best of my ability. You are my angel from heaven and I love you more than anything. Thank you for always being there. Without you I would so lost at times. Once again, I am sorry for my own immature acts, then dragging you into a situation that you had no part of. I Love You!!!!!
For the rest of those who took the time to read the previous post, I apologize that you had to experience how immature and childish I can be. Hope you don't pass too much judgement...