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after this weekend and reading kellbobo's post... i've decided to make my own very similar to hers.
I love my husband (even if i'm peeved at him for the moment that is not what this post is about), i love my baby, i love my house. I dont love south carolina. not yet. Why, you ask? I miss my friends. I too am desperate for friends. And i too am not just looking for normal run of the mill friends but friends that call when they are already on the way to my house friends. Friends who expect me to show up at their apartment every wednesday regardless if i've talked to them friends. Friends that know a good lunch date friends. Friends who love to window shop at boutiques even if we know we cant afford the merchandise friends. Movie loving, band seeing, always excited for your every little advance in the industry friends.
"Friends who say "I love you" "You're amazing" and "I miss you." "
Then I realize that those friends are not going to be found, because they already exist. And no matter how far away we are, I know they're there, living in different cities, different states and on different coasts. They're beautiful and incredible and I'm lucky to have them."
I have found one new friend that i really thought would advance to become on of those friends here. And i found out today that she's moving. damn.
back to sitting alone all day. *sigh*
I love my husband (even if i'm peeved at him for the moment that is not what this post is about), i love my baby, i love my house. I dont love south carolina. not yet. Why, you ask? I miss my friends. I too am desperate for friends. And i too am not just looking for normal run of the mill friends but friends that call when they are already on the way to my house friends. Friends who expect me to show up at their apartment every wednesday regardless if i've talked to them friends. Friends that know a good lunch date friends. Friends who love to window shop at boutiques even if we know we cant afford the merchandise friends. Movie loving, band seeing, always excited for your every little advance in the industry friends.
"Friends who say "I love you" "You're amazing" and "I miss you." "
Then I realize that those friends are not going to be found, because they already exist. And no matter how far away we are, I know they're there, living in different cities, different states and on different coasts. They're beautiful and incredible and I'm lucky to have them."
I have found one new friend that i really thought would advance to become on of those friends here. And i found out today that she's moving. damn.
back to sitting alone all day. *sigh*