today
So i just read some of my old posts...Who would have ever thought i would have fell in love with the "guy that starves for the wrong attention" I broke up with him 5 months ago. Dont get me wrong i still love him with all my heart. If it is ment to be it will happen. He came over and talked to my parents, he is trying to win my heart. The sad part is i have no controld with my feelings for him. Its so weird. I am still so mad inside but when i am around him it all disappears. He said you dont know what you have until you lose it. He lost it and know he never wants to do it again. Is this for real? Now marriage is in the talks OF course not right now...but HES mentioned it. i guess they say Live one day at a time...