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hmm i dont know why i'm updating this thing.. i wont be on for a long time again.. and no one really reads this thing any way..
schools okay i guess.. i FINALLY got my sweatshirt and shirt from cos.. BUT.. see there's a problem with that.. the company decided it would be ok if they put 05 on everything.. instead of 05 and 06 u know like 05 for seniors.. and 06 for juniors.. well no they didnt it makes me sooo made.. and competition is THIS WEEKEND.. im gonna die..
bands over.. and theres no indoor which is really sad.. :'( since shaun said that he was going to join indoor.. but there is no indoor.. i have no idea what im going to do this winter.. my whole winter last year was guard which was fun.. hehe..
another thing with shaun is that yea.. i know no one really cares.. but hey its not like u r even reading this thing right now.. lol.. well i reallly really really like him...if u cant tell.. but theres a problem .. the problem is my parents they dont allow me to see him.. since hes not what do u call it.. ""good"".. im soo feed up with their shit right now.. i just want to go and get a house so i can be all alone.. and not have to deal with them.. all they do is tell me how i cant do this.. or cant go here.. because its not fair to them.. well i really dont care any more..
i dont understand what the big deal is.. they know im smart enough not to do something stupid.. but my brother on the other hand gets everything.. it just pisses me off..
today when we were going to wal mart.. my brother and my mom were talking and my mom goes...
"if ur grades start slipping then u wont be going to any more concerts.."
i was just like HELLO.. me who does good in school.. doesnt get to go anywhere.. like that.. or even shauns.. where it is probably safer then some random concert.. with all kinds of stupid people.. ::including my brother..:: doing stupid shit.. drinking.. smoking... and getting high.. i dont understand parents.. every since jake died.. they think they have to know everything.. and let me tell u my mom will steep down to her lowest to find out everything.. like just how she found out that shaun smoke and drank.. its so stupid and immutre.. who know what she find next.. all she has to do is ask her friends and they find out for her.. well.. before i freak out im going to bed.. yes i know its early but its the only place i can go with out hearing my parents..
until next time..
schools okay i guess.. i FINALLY got my sweatshirt and shirt from cos.. BUT.. see there's a problem with that.. the company decided it would be ok if they put 05 on everything.. instead of 05 and 06 u know like 05 for seniors.. and 06 for juniors.. well no they didnt it makes me sooo made.. and competition is THIS WEEKEND.. im gonna die..
bands over.. and theres no indoor which is really sad.. :'( since shaun said that he was going to join indoor.. but there is no indoor.. i have no idea what im going to do this winter.. my whole winter last year was guard which was fun.. hehe..
another thing with shaun is that yea.. i know no one really cares.. but hey its not like u r even reading this thing right now.. lol.. well i reallly really really like him...if u cant tell.. but theres a problem .. the problem is my parents they dont allow me to see him.. since hes not what do u call it.. ""good"".. im soo feed up with their shit right now.. i just want to go and get a house so i can be all alone.. and not have to deal with them.. all they do is tell me how i cant do this.. or cant go here.. because its not fair to them.. well i really dont care any more..
i dont understand what the big deal is.. they know im smart enough not to do something stupid.. but my brother on the other hand gets everything.. it just pisses me off..
today when we were going to wal mart.. my brother and my mom were talking and my mom goes...
"if ur grades start slipping then u wont be going to any more concerts.."
i was just like HELLO.. me who does good in school.. doesnt get to go anywhere.. like that.. or even shauns.. where it is probably safer then some random concert.. with all kinds of stupid people.. ::including my brother..:: doing stupid shit.. drinking.. smoking... and getting high.. i dont understand parents.. every since jake died.. they think they have to know everything.. and let me tell u my mom will steep down to her lowest to find out everything.. like just how she found out that shaun smoke and drank.. its so stupid and immutre.. who know what she find next.. all she has to do is ask her friends and they find out for her.. well.. before i freak out im going to bed.. yes i know its early but its the only place i can go with out hearing my parents..
until next time..