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im sorry.
im sorry for everthing that i ever did to you. im sorry for everything that i ever did wrong to you i just dont ever wanna loose you as a friend. and even tho i didnt some wrong shit to you i dont ever want you to hate me. every memory that we ever had. those'll always stay in my head. and im sorry that u hate me. im just so sorry. i hope you get happy soon. you deserve that best and obviosuly it ain't me. i usually dont cry over my friends. something diff tho about this friendship. :'( i didn't ever think that all of this would ever cmoe to this. i never told any of your secerts. so you're gonna let mine out. if i ever HATED you which i could never do i would never even do that. and if i was your "best friend" like you say i was than you wouldnt. ! i just wanna be happy and with u hatein me like this.. it aint happenin. its okay i mean i understand you bein mad at me but hatein me thats a pretty strong fuckin word and if youre gonna say it. please just say it if you mean it i dont wanna ever get this feeling again. if you hate me let me know so i can acutally get over this and even tho i didnt wanna say some shit like that i did. and even tho you hate me you always know i always have your back and im always here to talk to. even if i am youre last resort. i'd do anything to get you back as a friend. im sorry for my dad. im sorry for anything he said. im sorry i cant control him. im sorry for my brothers. and that i cant control what they do or say. i would NEVER tell them anything that would ever get you in trouble. im not like that. and i hope you N *him* work out. cus all i want you to be is happy. even if that means not being friends with me..
and i hope you acutally read this and think about everything and not just think that ims ayin this cus i lost a friend. i acutally cared about you. but im thinkin you never thought about me even as a friend.
thanks bye.
im sorry for everthing that i ever did to you. im sorry for everything that i ever did wrong to you i just dont ever wanna loose you as a friend. and even tho i didnt some wrong shit to you i dont ever want you to hate me. every memory that we ever had. those'll always stay in my head. and im sorry that u hate me. im just so sorry. i hope you get happy soon. you deserve that best and obviosuly it ain't me. i usually dont cry over my friends. something diff tho about this friendship. :'( i didn't ever think that all of this would ever cmoe to this. i never told any of your secerts. so you're gonna let mine out. if i ever HATED you which i could never do i would never even do that. and if i was your "best friend" like you say i was than you wouldnt. ! i just wanna be happy and with u hatein me like this.. it aint happenin. its okay i mean i understand you bein mad at me but hatein me thats a pretty strong fuckin word and if youre gonna say it. please just say it if you mean it i dont wanna ever get this feeling again. if you hate me let me know so i can acutally get over this and even tho i didnt wanna say some shit like that i did. and even tho you hate me you always know i always have your back and im always here to talk to. even if i am youre last resort. i'd do anything to get you back as a friend. im sorry for my dad. im sorry for anything he said. im sorry i cant control him. im sorry for my brothers. and that i cant control what they do or say. i would NEVER tell them anything that would ever get you in trouble. im not like that. and i hope you N *him* work out. cus all i want you to be is happy. even if that means not being friends with me..
and i hope you acutally read this and think about everything and not just think that ims ayin this cus i lost a friend. i acutally cared about you. but im thinkin you never thought about me even as a friend.
thanks bye.