HAHA YEA!
Alrighty so my mom is now in Vegas for about a month! So excited and completely happy! =D I definitly needed this break.
And I know have come to a horrid conclusion that I have to sit on... I might have anger issues which I may seriously need to address and possible some relationship issues which I also need to address. And I need to somehow realize how fortunate I really am. I read my friends journals and talk to them about there problems and realize that some of what I consider problems really aren't... =/ Then the question is how do you completely solve the problem??? I really don't know. It is definitly mental but I have to figure this out soon cuz it drives me nuts daily.
My anger issues became very obvious to me... Some young guy and girl in a pick-up were behind me today. It was a two way stop but they didn't recognize that. So they honked so rudely I flared right the fuck up! I got mad FAST! I was on the phone with dulce and started pounding my phone... the steering wheel. I was only going to drop off a package for work to be picked up by mail. I ended up walking straight down to where they ended up and I was cussing at their truck and the bitch was so scared she didn't turn around. I know she heard me screaming cuz everyone did. Her b/f or w/e went inside and her window was cracked but while i was screaming she just sat there looking away biting her nails... I got sick of waiting for him so on the way back to my car I realized how bad my anger really was. But in the end the funny part is that they ended up drving on the other side of a divder away from me instead of on the same side of the road that they came in on. I was laughing my ass of at that point. But everyone around thought I was out of my damn mind... and I didn't like that. =/ HELP!
Ok well I'm working with nothing to do but I'm gonna stop telling my problems and try to find something to do... =/
And I know have come to a horrid conclusion that I have to sit on... I might have anger issues which I may seriously need to address and possible some relationship issues which I also need to address. And I need to somehow realize how fortunate I really am. I read my friends journals and talk to them about there problems and realize that some of what I consider problems really aren't... =/ Then the question is how do you completely solve the problem??? I really don't know. It is definitly mental but I have to figure this out soon cuz it drives me nuts daily.
My anger issues became very obvious to me... Some young guy and girl in a pick-up were behind me today. It was a two way stop but they didn't recognize that. So they honked so rudely I flared right the fuck up! I got mad FAST! I was on the phone with dulce and started pounding my phone... the steering wheel. I was only going to drop off a package for work to be picked up by mail. I ended up walking straight down to where they ended up and I was cussing at their truck and the bitch was so scared she didn't turn around. I know she heard me screaming cuz everyone did. Her b/f or w/e went inside and her window was cracked but while i was screaming she just sat there looking away biting her nails... I got sick of waiting for him so on the way back to my car I realized how bad my anger really was. But in the end the funny part is that they ended up drving on the other side of a divder away from me instead of on the same side of the road that they came in on. I was laughing my ass of at that point. But everyone around thought I was out of my damn mind... and I didn't like that. =/ HELP!
Ok well I'm working with nothing to do but I'm gonna stop telling my problems and try to find something to do... =/