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I have noticed that in the last few weeks, especially, I have become a lot more aware of girls' bodies. I find myself compulsively checking out their butts and when I find one that has a nice round curve to it, I am barely able to repress my desire to walk up to the owner and give her a nice firm tap on the behind.
This no doubt began with my ex, but the checking out of girls while at the mall or at school is quite new to me! It is quite fun, but I have the feeling that my urge to smack will lead to a great deal of trouble.
In fact, when I went to Mexico with Jillian, I walked up behind her while she was standing at the bar and gave her butt a nice firm squeeze. She whipped around with the quite apparent intention of killing whoever grabbed her, but upon seeing me, her face suddenly changed to reveal a smile as she blushed slightly. Her relatively positive reaction and be being incredibly drunk at the time, lead to me smacking her butt several more times that night. Luckily, she did not remember the incident for a few days and wasn't really upset about it. If I happen to allow my hands to grab a complete stranger, I doubt the outcome will be nearly as positive.
I'm also sort of intrigued by the new infatuation I have with curvy parts of girls' bodies. Why is it that I am suddenly so aware of the shape of a girl's hips and butt? Is there some biological motive behind my apparent attraction to a girl with hips and a nice butt? I know magazines and pop culture favors the slender females, so why do I look to them and wish they'd eat a few pints of Ben & Jerry's before bed each night? Why do I find myself wanting my girls a little more juicy? I like girls with curves, and I'm not talking about huge boobs, because honestly they scare me. I find a c cup to be plenty. I want my girl to have a little more muscle, and a little more fat than say, Avril.
This no doubt began with my ex, but the checking out of girls while at the mall or at school is quite new to me! It is quite fun, but I have the feeling that my urge to smack will lead to a great deal of trouble.
In fact, when I went to Mexico with Jillian, I walked up behind her while she was standing at the bar and gave her butt a nice firm squeeze. She whipped around with the quite apparent intention of killing whoever grabbed her, but upon seeing me, her face suddenly changed to reveal a smile as she blushed slightly. Her relatively positive reaction and be being incredibly drunk at the time, lead to me smacking her butt several more times that night. Luckily, she did not remember the incident for a few days and wasn't really upset about it. If I happen to allow my hands to grab a complete stranger, I doubt the outcome will be nearly as positive.
I'm also sort of intrigued by the new infatuation I have with curvy parts of girls' bodies. Why is it that I am suddenly so aware of the shape of a girl's hips and butt? Is there some biological motive behind my apparent attraction to a girl with hips and a nice butt? I know magazines and pop culture favors the slender females, so why do I look to them and wish they'd eat a few pints of Ben & Jerry's before bed each night? Why do I find myself wanting my girls a little more juicy? I like girls with curves, and I'm not talking about huge boobs, because honestly they scare me. I find a c cup to be plenty. I want my girl to have a little more muscle, and a little more fat than say, Avril.