Why do I do things for someone who doesn't exist?
Saturday I made Cambia her favorite tea. I thought of bringing it over since she was feeling so down lately. I know it makes her happy. I thought of going to the store and buying sweet rice and making her mango sticky rice, a dish she can't resist any more than she can resist the tea.
Yesterday I was shopping and I saw some pajamas I knew she'd love. I bought them in her size. I'm not sure why. Why do I keep doing things for this girl when she refuses to see or talk to me? Just because I know she's home, and I'm home, we're like 10 miles from each other instead of 3,000, I act like we're together, when in truth she might as well be back in New Zealand.
Yesterday I was shopping and I saw some pajamas I knew she'd love. I bought them in her size. I'm not sure why. Why do I keep doing things for this girl when she refuses to see or talk to me? Just because I know she's home, and I'm home, we're like 10 miles from each other instead of 3,000, I act like we're together, when in truth she might as well be back in New Zealand.