Don't take that attitude to your grave~ Ben harper is a god!
So the weekend!? A mixed up jumble of frustration, elation, exasperation, giddiness, drunkeness, sleepiness, fun, anxiety, and confusion. How to sum it up? Let's see molly, ellie, seth, mindy, richie, david, sharon, sarah kulig from preschool and all my college pals. Oh yah and craig, clay, and brian~ sketchy highschoolers that visited 22 and i was totally cool with until they were hitting on my red headed babydoll, and beginning to feel both threatening and intoxicated. I surprise myself with my own ability to be under the influence and a responsible friend. Good job self! 12 hours of sleep a night should be a daily requirement rather than a monthly bonus... how do our bodies survive here college folks? Overall a lot happened but a good outcome. Thanks to my visitors you know i love you even if norton becomes stoughton and sobriety is a matter of the past rather than the present.
I've been thinking about transferring. Not that Wheaton is not a great place and a def. not a mistake, i just don't know if I could live it for the next 4 years. Coming from rural NH i wanna city life, i wanna a diverse community because that is its nature, not because its forced and contrived in the middle of rural mass. I want a big school that is worth my money, and the effort. You all know how terrified i was of college. I spent the night before my first day on campus weeping in my mom's bed. Wheaton was most def. the appropriate first step for me to realize what i want in my education, what kind of environment i am ready for, and what I value. I could not have started my college experience in a more urban, more intellectually rigorous, bigger place. But wheaton has made me ready for something more. SOmething more drastically different from home. An education that is worth all the money and the hours of work that me and my family put into it. To all of my wheaton buddies, this is of no offense to you all. You know i love you and that i will stay in touch, but watch out world julia beaufait wants to be a city slicker!
I've been thinking about transferring. Not that Wheaton is not a great place and a def. not a mistake, i just don't know if I could live it for the next 4 years. Coming from rural NH i wanna city life, i wanna a diverse community because that is its nature, not because its forced and contrived in the middle of rural mass. I want a big school that is worth my money, and the effort. You all know how terrified i was of college. I spent the night before my first day on campus weeping in my mom's bed. Wheaton was most def. the appropriate first step for me to realize what i want in my education, what kind of environment i am ready for, and what I value. I could not have started my college experience in a more urban, more intellectually rigorous, bigger place. But wheaton has made me ready for something more. SOmething more drastically different from home. An education that is worth all the money and the hours of work that me and my family put into it. To all of my wheaton buddies, this is of no offense to you all. You know i love you and that i will stay in touch, but watch out world julia beaufait wants to be a city slicker!