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So i just came from staying in my cousins house, (my second home) it was so fun. Played with my little wonderful cousins and tried to help my cousin with a big puzzle it was sooooo hard because my she left me the hard part. Sorry nick for not calling you i didn't had service at all it sucked. Well I know right now that a lot of good things are missing in my life, like having friends here at towson and having someone special in my heart. I afraid of something but i am not sure of what. I hate that when i know or think that i am ready to have that person and then I just turn everything down. I am so sad that a friend that i had just turned her back completely at me, and that person said that was going to try and be my friend again but i guess not, that friend has changed completely and it is sad really sad and i just don't know why some ppl turn their backs or talk shit behind ppls back. I really hate that i wish everyone could be friends and nice to each other and not to be a nice person in front of them and then talk shit behind them. I just can't wait to go back home be with my awesome friends especially my best wonderful friend, my mom, godfather, my new dog (luna) and all of the people i know, go to the beach wuhuuu LoVE IT!! The thing is that i really want to finish college here at towson (U.S) but i miss home so much and i am not getting so use to being here and i don't know what to do, i don't want to go back and be miserable thinking that i am not doing what i really want, so that is why i really am trying to be confident and strong and finish my dream here. Well ill write later have to do some work before 4 (work at 5:45) uuuuffff
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