Change
Man, I'm exhausted. I'm trying to cram in all this studying for tomorrow because I have to retake a Spanish test during lunch and I still have to go to swimming and maybe start my oral English presentation. I think I'll start that one tomorrow and just catch up with my reading today. Alright, I need to make a list, because lists always work for me, they always always do. This is my first step towards managing my time better...
Today:
(X) Write out grammar for Spanish...pg. 21 (?)
( ) Review Vocabulary (again) as well as Ser/Estar
(X) Go Swimming 5:30-7 PM
(X) Finish up reading for "Grapes of Wrath" (if I didn't finish it at swimming)
( ) Review Spanish Vocab/Grammar again
(X) Eat dinner
That sounds pretty good. Man, I'm horrible at this "managing my time" crap, I'm a procrastinator by nature and I always shoot the crap around before I actually get any kind of work done.
I think I may be getting sick, just a little cold--I should start getting more sleep or something. I need it. Or maybe they're just allergies, good God, I hope they're just allergies.
I feel like I'm changing. Again. I'm just a walking cliche straight out of a movie filled with teenage angst. God, that depresses me. But am I changing for the good or the bad? I can't really tell, I feel like I'm torn between doing what I want and doing what everyone else wants. I know that life is constantly changing and you're a loser if you don't want to change with it, but really, is all change good? Or is change just constant? Or can change even be categorized under good or bad? What if it can't, it's just...there.
Maybe I'm feeling like this because I'm not wearing my lucky socks.
Yeah, that's probably it. I hope that's it.
Today:
(X) Write out grammar for Spanish...pg. 21 (?)
( ) Review Vocabulary (again) as well as Ser/Estar
(X) Go Swimming 5:30-7 PM
(X) Finish up reading for "Grapes of Wrath" (if I didn't finish it at swimming)
( ) Review Spanish Vocab/Grammar again
(X) Eat dinner
That sounds pretty good. Man, I'm horrible at this "managing my time" crap, I'm a procrastinator by nature and I always shoot the crap around before I actually get any kind of work done.
I think I may be getting sick, just a little cold--I should start getting more sleep or something. I need it. Or maybe they're just allergies, good God, I hope they're just allergies.
I feel like I'm changing. Again. I'm just a walking cliche straight out of a movie filled with teenage angst. God, that depresses me. But am I changing for the good or the bad? I can't really tell, I feel like I'm torn between doing what I want and doing what everyone else wants. I know that life is constantly changing and you're a loser if you don't want to change with it, but really, is all change good? Or is change just constant? Or can change even be categorized under good or bad? What if it can't, it's just...there.
Maybe I'm feeling like this because I'm not wearing my lucky socks.
Yeah, that's probably it. I hope that's it.