Why??
Why....do I feel the need to update?
Maybe it's because life is so great. Maybe it's because although I'm scared about what's to come in the next few months, I'm not actually scared. Maybe it's because we work through everything together, and when I'm scared about the next steps in life, I know he's in it with me, even if it involves both of us moving to a new state...together.
Maybe I want to update simply because I have Zach in my life.
Maybe it's because we have such a successful relationship that I wake up every morning with a smile on my face, amazed that love can be this unconditional. Maybe it's because I feel like shouting it from the rooftops, making a million myspace bulletins, and calling everyone and telling them how incredible he is and how I am so lucky.
I don't know why I feel like updating, but maybe it's just because it's 11:30, I had caffiene for the first time in over a week and we talked about everything including a scary word ("the future") and I don't get how we just....make so much sense.
Ugh, I need to try and get some sleep...
Maybe it's because life is so great. Maybe it's because although I'm scared about what's to come in the next few months, I'm not actually scared. Maybe it's because we work through everything together, and when I'm scared about the next steps in life, I know he's in it with me, even if it involves both of us moving to a new state...together.
Maybe I want to update simply because I have Zach in my life.
Maybe it's because we have such a successful relationship that I wake up every morning with a smile on my face, amazed that love can be this unconditional. Maybe it's because I feel like shouting it from the rooftops, making a million myspace bulletins, and calling everyone and telling them how incredible he is and how I am so lucky.
I don't know why I feel like updating, but maybe it's just because it's 11:30, I had caffiene for the first time in over a week and we talked about everything including a scary word ("the future") and I don't get how we just....make so much sense.
Ugh, I need to try and get some sleep...