Inspired by people that update (Molly, Paul) I decided a real update was in order.
1.)
I hate job hunting more than anything else right now. 3M in one division (my second choice division) didn't pan out after they flew me out there and I thought it went well, but the other division that I wanted in the first place but wasn't hiring in May/June is now hiring. They called me for setting up things in 3 weeks - which is cool that they want me, and at this point, I still would really like to work for the company. I can't let what happened in one division that operates completely seperately from another affect my whole outlook on the company. In addition to that, I still want to leave SoCal, so it's hard to want to live somewhere else and be here trying to find a job. Bad combination, if I don't have something by the end of August/end of Summer, then I will have to "settle" and just find something.
2.)
Oh, myspace. I finally cleaned out my "friends" and basically kept it to people I know, a few bands that I really like and want to know news about, and those myspace friends that are actually pretty cool. It's better this way. Oh, and I've been meeting some actual really cool people from there, which is awesome. Considering my major anti-social mode that I've been in for months, it's kinda fun that I'm actually EXCITED to meet new people now.
3.)
Well, there's nothing new to really report here, just emotions and feelings. Since we met up on the first, we've been talking every day - mostly just at night just to say goodnight, but at least 2-3 times a week we get a real conversation in, talking for hours. Yes, that's plural. It's a good thing we both have Verizon. :) He's so amazing - still is, as he was when I met him. It sucks that well, I like him, he likes me, there's 3000 miles between us, but it's okay. As soon as I get a job, I want to go visit him for a weekend. I've seen pictures of his town - honestly, it's incredible. Who knew Vermont was so pretty? Hopefully I can make it out by fall, see the leaves change and get to experience "fall," a season I haven't seen in a while. I just wish we were closer, and that I wasn't such a guy about this. I hate showing my emotions...but I am so totally crazy about this guy, and I guess it's also nice to finally feel crazy about someone like this. Thinking about him makes me get this big goofy smile on my face...it's just tough. I know things could be way different if we were closer together, who knows, maybe it will happen someday. I would love it to.
4.)
Next weekend I am housesitting in Temecula...IN wine country. 3 acres, 5700 square feet, cutest dog ever, beautiful house, pool/spa, and vineyards literally down the street. It's so beautiful - looking out the backyard and seeing the grapes at the neighbors and Big Bear and hills. So I'm excited, and if anyone wants to visit and go wine tasting.....
So thanks for reading if you did, have a fun day.