i'm going insane
I can't wait for her to move out! She makes mom mad at me and she can't do anything wrong! why can't she just not get me in trouble with my mom and blame everything on me! it's stupid and i hate how she always lectures me...like she is now....i hate my life! my mom says that she can't believe that i treat people that i love like that...well it doesn't look like those people love me very much! oh thanks for doing something so fucking simple but when i fucking clean up her crap i get yelled at! when the bathroom is messy with her crap i get yelled at! when something isn't done that she was supposed to do, do i need to say it again i think i do...i get yelled at! i can't do anything right when she's around! my mom favors her! all the time she does it! i don't say anything because i'll get yelled at! it doesn't matter if i'm 5 min late coming home i get yelled at! i remember when she came to live in this house FOR FUCKING FREE my parents said that in order to live here for free she had to help out and do chores i have yet to see her do any chores around this fucking house i do all of them for her! and when i get mad at her yea i yell at her thats because thats the only way i'm going to get my anger out! i can't hit her she'll hit me back and then i'll get yelled at by my mom! this is what makes me look forward to moving out and away from all this crap, but it sucks even more! where i'm moving she's there, she's always there! i will never be able to get away from her! she wonders why i don't want to do anything with her well now she knows because she trys to be my friend and be like lindsay and she wants me to tell her everything, why should i tell her anything when she tells me nothing! thats right i know nothing about her! and then when i say that i don't want to go with her my parents get mad at me telling me that she's going to be moving soon you should spend more time together! fuck that i really don't want to spend any time with her because she is fucking ruining my life!