Aug 28, 2006 23:32
I'm so fed up with everything. I'm sick of this relationship with Rob. I love him with all my heart and soul but I feel like I never make him happy. Well if you don't know we broke up and yet we still live together. We live together still because I'm a broke poor girl from Salisbury with no family to turn to to let me stay with them. I feel that I no matter what I do I let him down in some way. I try and try and try to make him happy because I appreciate everything he does for me but it just seems that no matter how much I try to make him happy it just doesn't work. Something always happens to make him get frustrated or mad at me. It just sucks. I mean i'm trying to get my car on the road and I almost had the money to register my car but my grandmother passed away a week ago today and i had to use my car money for clothes for the wake and funeral and for gas for going back and forth and for food and everything else. It just totally sucks. I'm trying to save up again but it's not as easy right now but I'm trying. Also if anyone is looking for a place to live i got an extra room for $90 a week and half the cost of cable and electricity. So if you're looking let me know asap please.