Jan 17, 2006 00:45
*sigh* yeah i'm feeling very emo tonite so i just felt like expressing my feelings..
what got me in this mood was an entry bryan made in his blog..i'll let you all read it..
So I really dont bother writing in this that much anymore. But I cant sleep tonight for some reason. I got used to the feeling of laying next to someone while falling asleep. The weekend was really nice to not have to work and be able to spend it with Katie. I kinda dread starting this semester now. 7:00 am classes every day means I most likely wont be staying out late during the week to see everyone, much less the girl. Its still slightly weird to me to like someone this much again, but I guess if you dont try, then you miss out on something special. Id rather not miss out on that feeling...
that almost made me cry..
i have honestly never in my life felt so complete and so happy as i do with bryan
we have never had an argument, we always get along...we're so perfect for each other
i think part of what makes it work is that we know that we just fit..i can go out with my friends, he can go out with his, or we can all go out together..sure we have the ability to be jealous but i think its the fact that BOTH of us know that we'd never cheat on one another...i trust him completely..he holds my heart in his hands..and i have 100% faith in him
sometimes i feel like telling him i love him is an understatement, i adore him. i love the way he smells, the way he looks at me, the way he kisses me, i love the way we fall asleep together...i can't get enough of him..he is everything to me, and i knew from the day i met him that he would be something special...and here we are now <3 completely in love.
i want to spend forever with this man.