Jul 07, 2008 20:33
so i haven't done this in awhile.
i didnt think it still exsisted.
things right now are rocky for me.
what do i do?
he won't talk to me, he's a million miles away.
i haven't felt his touch in a month.
i've cried gallons of tears for a situation i have no control over.
will i lose him forever?
it's hard to go all day without him.
my heartaches. my head hearts. my eyelids are heavy.
i stay up all night trying to think of what to do, but the only thing i think i can do it wait.
wait until he's ready
wait until he's had time to himself.
time to think.
the only problem is, i don't need this time, so i'm anxious to end the silence.
i love him like i've never loved anyone.
i want him more than anything in the entire world
and i'm more scared of losing him more than anything in the entire world.
should i be scared? will i lose him? only time will tell.
until then i'm lonely and by myself.
love.
-ShorTy