May 21, 2005 15:24
So my 19th birthday was a couple days ago(on the 19th), and of course I had to work. But me and Bobby met up with my cousin Stacey and her B/F, and went to the Girbralter fair. We had a lot of fun. Then we went out to eat. I didnt get home untill about 1 am, and I had to be up for work at 7, so I'm really tired today. Probably gonna go home and take a nap, untill Missi calls.
Baby update: I started feeling the baby kick a couple days ago. It was so exciting. I feel bad for Bobby though b/c it seems like every time the baby kicks, as soon as Bobby touches me it stops. Had a doctors appointment a week or so ago, and everything sounds and looks really good. I'm starting to get excited now. I guess before I could feel the baby it didnt feel like it was real. I just felt like I was getting fat and crabby for no reason at all. I havent gained that much weight, thank god, but the weight I have gained you can notice. I'm beginning to get a belly. No stretch marks though, thank god! Hopefully I wont get any at all, I know a lot of girls who didnt. I still feel really tired most of the time, and I get agruvated and crabby really easy. I guess it doesnt help that I work so much, and that when I go home I have to deal with my brother;s ex. She is so stupid, I hate her so much. I'm thinking about taking some time off work soon, try to catch up on some rest, and bring my stress levels back down. I feel like I am always at work. It sucks. Normally I'd be fine, but I'm just so damn tired.
Anyways I guess thats all Im gonna say for now.
Lena