i HAVE a heart.
Above
below you look and so you say,
when I wake up in the morning is it 'gonna be another ugly day?
well i fucking hope not...
mr. mariquis can pretty much kiss my ass, if he can sit there and look straight at me and ask if i have heart than he has some balls.
throughout field hockey season, and even at the end, people were all, this is the LAST TIME....blahblahblah...didin't really bother me. But to play wells for the LAST TIME, and loose by 20, that REALLY FUCKING BOTHERS ME, i love basketball, i love the speed, the physical-ness, the passion in al of these players. i love it all.
and that he said i don't have heart KILLS me. to see a JV swinger, who truthfully sux, start over some of the girls on our team...KILLS ME. that marquis thought she wanted this more than the other girls on our bench. and as pissed as i was when he did that, he was right, because i think that i was truley the only one that was bothered by that. that should have put a fire up their asses. if soemone like taht started over me i would be ripped, i WAS, and it wasn't my spot she was taking, but they weren't so i guess they don't have the heart. he yelled at me for not putting the ball up. shooting is hard to do when you don'tr have the ball. i got it 4 times offensivley, i had one assist, got fouled once, and made 2 jump shots. i think i put it up. but i must be wrong.
i'm not mad at the team, well i am, but eveything lauren and i say goes in one ear and out the other, so im done talking. i AM PISSED at mr. marquis. he says the same thign after every game. "you really stepped it upo in the 2nd half...blahblahblah....im proud....blahblahblah....we just need to find that fire to start the game with...blahblahblah...."FUCK YOU.....you need to find a new speech, especially when it doesn't apply. we playe dlike absolute shit tonight....ALL night. hes giving up......we've lost 6 games in a row, and have 5 left.....and hes giving up.....
what do you do when you have a coach that has no heart.....????
fuck you jordan you make me sick.....