Jul 20, 2005 12:03
Tim left like a week ago, of course he didn't say goodbye to me. Ever since my Grad party, he hasn't really talked to me. Something was going on with him while he was home. I've tried calling him but he doesn't answer. I guess I just really started to miss him these past couple of days because I keep havng these weird dreams about him. He's the only one who really understands because he's already been through it.
Matt and I are doing really good. He's getting an apartment soon. I'm excited because I can't handle Jeremy anymore, he doesn't think about what hes doing before he does it. We went camping over the weekend in Houghton lake and watched the races, it was SO much fun. I was beat matt curleys ass but it'll be alright. Jason Tregear was incredibly drunk the whole time. Him and I bonded though, it makes me happy because I feel like I can actually talk to him now.
My thumb is starting to fall off, it's actually really sick looking. I get to babysit Mitchell today, I miss him so much. The other night I was in the basement laying down and he walked down there and he said he was tucking me in so he gave me a hug and a kiss and then he's getting ready to walk back up stairs and he goes "Meghan, will you walk me upstairs? It's smooky down here." lol he can't say spooky. I love that kid so much.
Anyways, I need to go take a shower.
XOXO