Jan 09, 2005 00:02
As I sit here, thinking to my self the people I have let come and go, I realize who I need to let go of. I have been living life holding on to other people constantly. I'm sorry I could never support my self. I could, but only to an extent. I hope you will all be able to forgive me.
Watching Tim's video earlier today, made me realize having someone close to you and being able to tell them anything and everything is bittersweet. You don't want to lose that if you have it. So Tim, I know you wont read this, but I'm sure I'll print it out and safe it for you to read when I see you, I'm sorry I took advantage of that, and I'm sorry I didn't return your phone call and when I heard from your mom that you wanted to call and tell me that your guys' boat was fized, it made me feel so I don't even know. You are someone to hold on to and someone that I need in my life. Thank you for all you've done. I can't wait to see you.
Spent time with Tash tonight, it was good, I can't wait till our cruise. It's going to be completely awesome. It's coming up so fast. OMG! wooo
Tim has got me hooked on Long Beach Dub. lovely name yes, I know. but the life goes on song is awesome and thanks to tim I keep listening to it, since before christmas when he introduced it to me lol. Dork.
Anyways, I'm going to go clean my room because Its reallllllly bad. Sooo yes...xoxoxoo