Okay
I need to get this out and then I'll be done. I NEVER SAID THAT HE WOULD PICK ME OVER YOU...you can sit there and say i said that though, if that will make you happy go ahead. I know the truth, sorry.
I'm turning that page in my book, and hopefuly try my hardest not to turn back to it. I've had not so good memories with that stage in my life, and actually, they've all been not so good memories, because all of the laughs and smiles and how much fun we had when we all hung out..under neath it all...I was screaming inside to just hit you.
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Now, I'm in a very good mood today, other than my head that hurts but its okay i'll get over it. I work today..It shouldnt be to bad i dont think. I might go to nickis after work, we'll see.
I told someone the other day everything i was thinking, maybe it'll help maybe it wont..I hope it does though because i miss it. I miss having that person to be there if i ever do need them. Tiff and brandon are kinda back together i guess...When he saw me he gave me a hug i was like awww. I should hang out with that kid more, hes a good kid.
The cruise is this weekend,...Hopefuly i can go. We'll see :o). Well anyways..Need to get things done before dad gets home..xoxo
I'm turning that page in my book, and hopefuly try my hardest not to turn back to it. I've had not so good memories with that stage in my life, and actually, they've all been not so good memories, because all of the laughs and smiles and how much fun we had when we all hung out..under neath it all...I was screaming inside to just hit you.
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Now, I'm in a very good mood today, other than my head that hurts but its okay i'll get over it. I work today..It shouldnt be to bad i dont think. I might go to nickis after work, we'll see.
I told someone the other day everything i was thinking, maybe it'll help maybe it wont..I hope it does though because i miss it. I miss having that person to be there if i ever do need them. Tiff and brandon are kinda back together i guess...When he saw me he gave me a hug i was like awww. I should hang out with that kid more, hes a good kid.
The cruise is this weekend,...Hopefuly i can go. We'll see :o). Well anyways..Need to get things done before dad gets home..xoxo