death
Have you ever had a death in the family but it's someone who you've never met so you don't know how to really react when you find out they've died. That's exactly how I feel. It's another hill in the road that my dad's been going through with his side of the family. I mean first with his brother and all that and now this. I may hate my dad a lot of the time but still I feel sad for him. I don't know what to do or how to react. My family has been through so much tragedy and I feel so helpless and I hate that feeling.