going downhill again?
I think I'm starting to fall apart. I can't seem to get pick myself back up completely. I feel like I keep getting either pushed down or I'm falling for one reason or another. Every since last year after Ryan left I can't get myself back up that high. Don't get me wrong I'm trying my hardest to pick myself up but lately I've been having some trouble and I don't know what to do. I'm becoming less ocd and lately I'm been getting that runaway feeling more often. I wish I could just run. Maybe I should leave for a while. Hmmm......... I feel like I don't know anything anymore and that makes me sad.