I don't know who all will read this but I really need a friend.
So, today I found out some bad news.... my mama the one who i love most in my life may have cancer. I mean she said that the results usually come back negative and since we don't have thyroid cancer in our family it seems like a pretty good deal she won't have it but the simple fact is I don't want her to and I am so scared that she might.... I mean really it scares me to think that my mama may die because of some stupid piece of shit like cancer. I am just really all alone right now. I mean I have my friends at seaside but they don't know my relationship with my mama like you guys do.... I don't know who all will read this and I don't know what God you pray to but could you just say a little prayer every night for my mama because its not about the fact I won't have her around its the fact that she is a great and wonderful person who doesn't deserve to have cancer. I don't know what I would do if she did...... I don't want her to die it's not a cool thing and I am just really scared and alone right now so if someone has anything comforting to say please do so and keep my mama in your prayers peace out and many hugs and kisses to y'all I may be home sooner than expected if she does.......... goodnight