Oct 11, 2004 10:07
band is taking over my life. i have no time anymore. yea so ive been busy wit that all weekend long n nothings really happened cept that i made like the biggest mistake last night n i am never listening to joe gellman ever again. I LUV YOU MARCELLE! please forgive me. so anyway i actually think that i like a few people now but it seems whenever i find someone to like my friends like them too n i dont wanna hurt them. aahh. sometimes im too nice. nah. idk. so today im goin to GA wit a bunch of people. it should be fun. i hope. lol. as gellman says: ill be on the job. lol. well maybe. i still have my whole english essay to write before 2 cuz i was supposed to write it last night but things got crazy n now my moms mad. so yea im goin to attempt to do that today. i just found out that one of my neighbors died. no one i was close wit but i just wish that people would stop dying. aahh. i dont think id be able to deal wit anymore.