I've realized something today . .

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Today i finally realized something . . I looked at Stuart for the longest time today and when i finally ReAlly looked at him i realized . . i don't love this boy anymore i've finally moved on. Sure there will always be that lil bit there because he was my first love . But finally after almost 2 months i don't have to be upset anymore i don't have to cry at night when i'm all alone and all i can think of is him.What made me realize i'm finally over him is that i thought about it and if he asked me back out there would be no way i could say yes. 1. I wouldn't want to after all he's done to me. 2. It wouldn't be the same and i just don't have " That feeling " for him anymore. And i wanna say something to someone really special . . i want to say thank you joe. You've helped me so so much more than you can imagine through out this whole thing. You've helped me take each step into gettin over him and i wanna say thank you so so very much for that. Emily has also been great to talk to through this whole thing ! I Love you guys so much for that. And now i can finally say with full out meaning and truness . . I'm over stuart i'm finally truly over Him and i'll never go back.

Love always
<3 Amber <3