Definilty needed to Update
i think now would be a really good time to update because alot of things have happened . Ok umm stuart broke up w/me on Thursday it wasn't really a " real " break up just kinda a voicemail left on my phone saying he didn't think things were goin to work out. It hurts alot . . i'm not going to lie . It hurts to hear someone say they don't love you like they used to. But i mean what can i do ? So i'm done trying w/him i've cried to many times over him .
Friday - Went to jon's w/ Emily , Jennie , Derrick , and Ben. That was ok . Well yeah it was lots of fun lol especially running across the road when it was pitch black out. We made friends with the guy that works at the party store across from jon's house. He's really cool. Me Jennie and Derrick left jon's around 12 dropped derrick off and then me and jennie came back to my house and had cereal !
Saturday - REally bored so i decided to go over to emilys. That was a really really bad day uhh my mom ended up stopping at Carly's after she dropped me off at emilys ( Dickhead AkA Stuart was there ) and i told her not to go there and i had a strange feeling that she wasn't goin to listen. And what do you know me and emily take a walk and all the sudden i see my moms car pull out of carly's street ! So i went over there and i was like did my mom come over here ? And they had this look on their faces like they were gonna drop dead right then and there ! HAHA ! Yeah my mom bitched them out .. . kinda feel bad that it scared them so badly but i'm not gonna say i'm sry becuz i'm not . . i dont hate none of them but they just did some shit that really was stupid on their part. But w.e i'm over it . I cried A LOT after that like really really bad . . not cuz i was embarressed but because afterwards i asked to talk to stuart .. alone and it was just hard . .looking at him and i don't wanna talk about it but it was so so hard . But it's ok because i'm probably going to Mott next year . . Yup that's right MOTT ! YEAH !
Sunday - Uh just babysitting . . till about 5 because my mommy is leaving to Las Vegas for my daddy's birthday ! Hopefully i can rent " Blow " Since emily's mom wouldn't let us last night ! But i'm off to take a shower now because well it always makes me feel better !
And no matter what i have to keep going on . . there will always be better guys out there . .someone that'll love me for me and for who i am !
For now . . - Amber -
Friday - Went to jon's w/ Emily , Jennie , Derrick , and Ben. That was ok . Well yeah it was lots of fun lol especially running across the road when it was pitch black out. We made friends with the guy that works at the party store across from jon's house. He's really cool. Me Jennie and Derrick left jon's around 12 dropped derrick off and then me and jennie came back to my house and had cereal !
Saturday - REally bored so i decided to go over to emilys. That was a really really bad day uhh my mom ended up stopping at Carly's after she dropped me off at emilys ( Dickhead AkA Stuart was there ) and i told her not to go there and i had a strange feeling that she wasn't goin to listen. And what do you know me and emily take a walk and all the sudden i see my moms car pull out of carly's street ! So i went over there and i was like did my mom come over here ? And they had this look on their faces like they were gonna drop dead right then and there ! HAHA ! Yeah my mom bitched them out .. . kinda feel bad that it scared them so badly but i'm not gonna say i'm sry becuz i'm not . . i dont hate none of them but they just did some shit that really was stupid on their part. But w.e i'm over it . I cried A LOT after that like really really bad . . not cuz i was embarressed but because afterwards i asked to talk to stuart .. alone and it was just hard . .looking at him and i don't wanna talk about it but it was so so hard . But it's ok because i'm probably going to Mott next year . . Yup that's right MOTT ! YEAH !
Sunday - Uh just babysitting . . till about 5 because my mommy is leaving to Las Vegas for my daddy's birthday ! Hopefully i can rent " Blow " Since emily's mom wouldn't let us last night ! But i'm off to take a shower now because well it always makes me feel better !
And no matter what i have to keep going on . . there will always be better guys out there . .someone that'll love me for me and for who i am !
For now . . - Amber -