I CANT WAIT!
is it sad when only like 3 or 4 people understnad you and everyone else thinks ur messed up in someway? i think i have a lot of problems and i think ive had them for a while but they just surfaced with everything thats going...im kinda glad all this bad shit has happened lately cause it kinda helps me figure myself out...i mean im not glad but im appy that it helps it some way...i have been hiding for way to long behind people and im glad i can finally come out and be my own person and find people who like me that way...i kinda feel so out of place though like i dont have a group and everyone else does but im glad to be friends with my all my unclassified people lol...cause before i felt like i was only hung out wiht because i was with a certain person now i feel like im with the people who enjoy my company which makes me much happier...I have no idea what next year is gonna be like because i am so not friends with the people i started ninth grade with but ya know thats okay cause ninth grade really sucked ass and so did the people in it except for like the ending like 2 months..those were def aweseome times with awesome people lol..
well on a more what im i doing note i am still in New Jersey i will be back on wednesday thank god...i had fun while i was in New york but now im just ready to come home...i really wanna see debbie cause i havent seen her in over a monthand i really miss her and i miss lissette a lot too!!!the first night back debbie is staying over and then the next day im going to lissys and i cant wait..of course i also miss my own bed and my house and everything else..even thought i dont miss the drama but u know ill try to get sround that...I really wanna see like i million movies lol i hope i can accomplish that when i get home lol......O MAN I CANT WAIT TO GET HOME!!!!!
well on a more what im i doing note i am still in New Jersey i will be back on wednesday thank god...i had fun while i was in New york but now im just ready to come home...i really wanna see debbie cause i havent seen her in over a monthand i really miss her and i miss lissette a lot too!!!the first night back debbie is staying over and then the next day im going to lissys and i cant wait..of course i also miss my own bed and my house and everything else..even thought i dont miss the drama but u know ill try to get sround that...I really wanna see like i million movies lol i hope i can accomplish that when i get home lol......O MAN I CANT WAIT TO GET HOME!!!!!