Mar 20, 2006 11:00
*-*-Ok so Ive decided that im DONE being a bitch...as hard as that is to beleive its true! ive decided that ive been a bitch for far to long. My life is my life and that is the ONLY life i will worry about. I dont care about anyone's anymore. Its at the point now where my life is FINALLY going in a straight line, no curves no twists straight line and I like it. Its about time lol... Brian and I have talked it over and he told me no more digs, no more pics no more anything...I kno i kno no more laughs for some of you but its ok...we will soon find something else new to laugh about. We got to much going for us all to break down and fuck up now. So lets keep movin straight forward.-*-*
*-*-On the other note... Liz still isnt doing to well... but we've been down this road with her before...she will pull through she always does. I guess we just need to keep her in our prayers. Brian is heart broken through all of this and hes turned evil towards some. cant blame him and no one does but its hard to be around someone who is so hateful all the time. I just hope she gets better soon so everyone can move on and I can have my brian back...not the over tired...grumpy one that ive had for the past few days!!!!-*-*
*-*-Im done writting for now, because he just got out of the shower and if im not ready to leave when he is ill be spendin the day at home by myself and im not up for that one. So Ill write more and keep everyone up to date on Liz when I know something.... ttyl everyone...cells off while im in the hospital so leave a message...bye-*-*