a couple hours ago..with the help of dustin and some self reflection..I found out I'm a fake combination of every big aspect of each person I meet
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1. Dude, I so know exactly what you're talking about. Majorly. I am CONSTANTLY trying to impress people... or even just be accepted by them, you know? It's SOOOOO bad, well, for me, I don't know about you... you've always seemed to me to have a very strong personality in many, many sitations. I always feel so incredibly spineless in social sitations because I will knowingly say "oh, yeah, I liked that movie" or "no no, 'course I don't do that... that was sooo dumb" when I just decided, the day before, that I hated that movie and I actually did do that last week because it's one of my favorite activities. Even little things...
2. In the other sense of Impressions and stuff, I always find that I have picked up sooo many mannerisms and habits and just little things from so many people and incidents over the years. I can still pick out things I do everyday that I KNOW I picked up from being friends with Juliette in elementary and middle school, or certain ways of acting that have stuck with me from my days of liking Max or something like that. I've got A LOT of stuff that has just indirectly or just osmosis style rubbed off on to me from you and things - and that always makes me happy. I think that in this case of impressions, how we pick parts of other people up, it happens because we somehow like or need or want those parts of people with us and it makes us comfortable. You always take something away from every relationship and each relationship makes up a part of you in turn. Or whatever.
3. I so got you on the Wikipedia tonight. Mwuahahaahahahahaa!
4. I loved how you sign your posts... and I love how I can always read your voice in them - but that might just be because your voice is one of the ones sort of built into my head now... and that's not bad. You're particularly good at reading aloud, in my mind, literally, and make me laugh my ass of a lot of the time, out of my mind as well.
And I feel guilty about admitting number 1, because I've always known it, and it's embarrassing, because even when I knew I did it, I always yelled at and got pissed off at other people for constantly doing it. I'm a bad, bad not good with people type of person sometimes.... well most of the time. That is kinda why I've taken up the hermit thing. Brown cloaks, huts, and mind powers aren't so bad at all, though.
2. In the other sense of Impressions and stuff, I always find that I have picked up sooo many mannerisms and habits and just little things from so many people and incidents over the years. I can still pick out things I do everyday that I KNOW I picked up from being friends with Juliette in elementary and middle school, or certain ways of acting that have stuck with me from my days of liking Max or something like that. I've got A LOT of stuff that has just indirectly or just osmosis style rubbed off on to me from you and things - and that always makes me happy. I think that in this case of impressions, how we pick parts of other people up, it happens because we somehow like or need or want those parts of people with us and it makes us comfortable. You always take something away from every relationship and each relationship makes up a part of you in turn. Or whatever.
3. I so got you on the Wikipedia tonight. Mwuahahaahahahahaa!
4. I loved how you sign your posts... and I love how I can always read your voice in them - but that might just be because your voice is one of the ones sort of built into my head now... and that's not bad. You're particularly good at reading aloud, in my mind, literally, and make me laugh my ass of a lot of the time, out of my mind as well.
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