a spider web and im caught in the middle
Yeah that's pretty much how I have felt all week. I just felt caught in the middle of everything and it is not fair. People appparently are mad at me for no reason what so ever and they don't even have the maturity to talk to me a bout it. Yeah...pretty cool I know. This week has been so trying and testing, and it brought me my breaking point more than once. I've had to rely on people that I haven't relied on in a while and I love them for that. Zach Woods and Tricia Daniels. And I have come to find out that the only person who can truly be my friend and never let me down is Jesus. He is the only one who can really be my best friend. I went to Youth Group on Thursday and it was utterly amazing. I looooooove that church. It was awesome! It is so nice having God to take everything to and at night when I go to sleep I just give all my struggles to him and he answers me and doesn't question. Just listens. He understands me completely and He will always be there for me. I've learned a lot about myself this week. It was pretty chaotic. I love being able to ask people for advice and they really give it to me, like Zach and Tricia and Ms. Pawlowski. It's awesome beacuse they don't give me some bull shit answer they tell me like it is and I love them all for it. So pretty sure I am going to Seussical tomorrow with Liz Wehner and Krista Helbing it shall be the best time ever. Homework shall also abound this weekend in great loads. How wonderful! Well I am completely wiped out from my hard night at work and I shall be retiring now to my room.