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I feel like i am suffocating. i cant break free from this. i have this HUGE need to be different and be my own person and i feel like i am being followed. i hate it but it wont stop. i need to get out. i need a life. i need new friends (new as in additional). i need to experiment. I NEED TO GET OUT OF MY SHELL. i need to not be so concerned about everything. i need to change yet again. i need to actually feel wanted. i need to speak my mind but i cannot hurt other people. i look at other things in my life and see how much better they could be. I NEED SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO ME, i mean really listen. i just dont know where i am going, where this is going, where you are going. i feel like an amature at everything. i need to be me for once and not who you want me to be.
call me selfish but this is what i need.
call me selfish but this is what i need.