Jun 23, 2006 00:25
He wasn't using me, so please stop sayin that. He just couldn't be exclusive, which is what I needed from him. But I do wish him well and I hope he and Sakinah are happy together. I hope he finds all he wants. I think this is better in the long run. I think this will hurt a lot less when all is said and done. Man, I wish it didnt hurt so bad now. I am losing my best friend and the love of my life. I guess I need to suck it up and move on. I have other things to worry about.
In other news, my old boss sent a co-worker to MY HOUSE to tell me to come apply again because he wanted me back. I had an interview at Anchor Blue that I actually think went alright. I went and saw my family today and made an awesome new friend. I have a pic I will post soon enough that turned out really well.
I think I am going to attempt to sleep now, but my stomach hurts.
good night, all.